dharmas

it was a long week of house sitting but now we are home again...
i'm not sure how i feel about that...
it was nice to be in a house rather than an apartment...it's like a crypt in here sometimes...

so we had a party for memorial day and it was a screeching failure!
apparently all my friends can't get a long...one of them had to leave in fear of his safety...i had a horrible time...
it was sort of like my hospitality was way taken advantage of...and now i'm pissed at a lot of my friends for acting like four year olds...but what can you do?
my point was that you have to love peopel unconditionally, faults and all...if you can't than you should just get away from them...
in that respect i guess i can't really be mad at anyone...they were just being themselves i suppose...
people aren't always going to get a long...i guess i can't fault them for that...

i know for sure i won't be throwing anymore parties anytime soon...let someone else have that responsibility for a change...
i throw parties just because i like everybody to be together and have a good time...
but that is not at all the way it turned out at this particular drunken barn dance...

oh well...back to life...