dexx

first jpurnal entry ever!

it's thursday night and I'm feeling a lttle inbreated(?)

My roomate Justin and his boyfriend broke up tonight and I'm feeling a little tender bitch...

Why do boys suck so much? Gay , straight, whatever?

They have a way of making you feel like such shit! I've been "hanging out" with a guy for almost a year now, and he still can't been senn with me in public. What does that do for a girl's psyche?

I tell you what, it makes me feel like ass!

Am I not pretty enough? Smart enough? Cool enough?

I tell you what, I don't need that shit! I am smart, am beautiful, I am cool.

This sounds corny as shit, but I watched an episode of Oprah last night entitled "he's just not into you" and made me realize that I don't have time for people that don't have time for me.

I deserve a person that want s to make me first priority, and obviously this isn't him.

Sorry for the rambling, just did some self realization tonight.

P.S. will someone clue me in as to how I put pictures of me on this sight? I am computer illiterate!!!!

much love