Now that I have found out about blog homework, I saw a couple weeks worth of "assignments" that I missed out on doing. (I really wish I had been more active on here last year, but I'm learning and diving in now, ( I suck lol).
One just back in December that I really liked was the "spread cheer" (though I am about to break it a bit and do more than 4..)
I struggle so much with myself, but I am such a people pleaser with a huge heart that just wants to love all and be kind to all, even believe in the good in everyone (also a big downfall for me too, I trust and love too easily and it's gotten me into alot of distress, but that is for a later day, maybe).
I love how supportive of each other everyone in this community, we all found our place to fit in, connect, and create amazing art with our beautiful bodies. I'm so thankful for the connections I have begun to grow with amazing women because of Suicide Girls. And this is a great opportunity to spread some cheer, something I can be wicked shy about, almost fan girl at times, or just downright feel out of place because my self doubt issues tell me people don't care what I think or have to say. I can be super awkward too. lol. But here goes <3
@diamant Ive followed you on IG for many many months. You're so quirky, personable, and downright gorgeous. I love how connected to your following you are, and open about your struggles and encourage others to love their bodies. I cried when I found out you have medical struggles like I, and yet you keep going, posting, creating, being your badass inspiring self. Giving me hope that I can do the same, and I don't have to hide or be ashamed of my health problems.
@jessacat Youre so funny and kind and you rock that crazy number of tattoos flawlessly. I am thankful for our budding friendship and hope I make it to Canada some day to meet and maybe even shoot something. You are strong and brave to step away from modeling and you totally came back even stronger. I wish I had known you when you felt so down, so I could tell you how beautiful you are and how much I'd love to see you create more content. I am glad you found your confidence in yourself, because you deserve it.
@nayru @vexli @mariselle @missfaye @arachnie @saturn @diamant @loveless
I have followed all of you ladies for a while now... (creepy sounding lol) You're all major inspirations of mine, that have motivated me to work harder to get healthier. Seeing your beautiful selves, so confident, creative, and talented post such a variety of work, gave me goals. I worked harder on losing the weight, did so many squats and long walks, anything I could handled with my back, just to bring me one step closer to loving my body enough to utilize it in my art. I'm still not where I want to be, but I keep trying, partly because of you badass ladies. I wouldn't have gotten as far so fast without the motivation to get to a better version of myself. And I don't think I ever would have had the guts to apply to SG if it weren't for @coolicio posting to recruit and her supportive email telling me to fill out the application. Even if don't make a set that's picked, I am going to look back at all of this and be so proud to have taken these steps and taken a little part in it all. I want to love my body and be confident like you when I'm done modeling.
To all the other hopefuls I interact with, on here and instagram, thank you for being my internet buddies and supporting me too.
Thank you @rambo and @missy for a great blog post to further encourage the incredible support this community is all about.
