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Really love the idea of blog homework. As I found my way around the site more, I found that @rambo and @missy have a thread for it. I can be wicked shy, socially awkward, especially when trying to talk about myself. But I'm excited to add this to my routine and take another step to loving myself. I dont like talking about myself in depth, lol. I dont feel like people care enough, spent alot of time being told to shut up growing up. (Thanks ma)🤣

This year, has alot of unknowns for me. We just moved to Arizona last month, when I had never left the east coast before. It's been an overwhelming adjustment that I'm still not sold on.

So far planned, I'll be back in NH and New England (where we moved from) the last week of this month and the first week of Feb. Working some modeling shoots into my schedule around two tattoos I'll be getting for my birthday (January 31st), one of which I'm still working on getting the rest of the funds for(this is my massive back/butt piece, when done, I wont be so bare 😍).

I hope to work with other models/photogs/ and SGs/SGHs from AZ, Cali, Oregon, NM and FL. One day would love to travel to Australia and meet some of my main crushes and my recruiter @coolicio.

I want to see more places and meet more creatives to create with, so I'm hoping things pick up this year and money isnt such an obstical to travel. I'm new to sex work so wiggling my way in for customers has been hard, I'm probably clueless as shit LOL. I have an etsy for custom vinyl crafts I sell (clothes, decals, signs, mugs,etc), but that's slow too. I cant work a regular job with my health and my son needing me. And I'm still online for my bachelors in photography too. I'm in kind of a limbo of life, so close to having my shit together, but so far away. But I plan to be alot further when this year is over. 🤞