I wish i could bring ideas to life, i wish i could have what i want, i can't, i can't because my life is a rollercoaster, i wish it would slow down, but yet i love my fast paced life, may be less turns and drops and flipps, i wish i could help people understand what im goin through, i wish it was easier, but i can't and it isnt goin to get any easier, i chose this life, this bump was placed by my actions in the past, i wish i could make up my mind, i wish i could press pause, i can't because my reaction to this bump is building my next obsticle, i wish just maybe i had a chance, i wish we could all just make our dreams come true, but what if most my dreams are nightmares in reality and scares the shit out of me, i wish i could feel nothing, i wish i could feel something, i can't because you can't have both you can't have it your way you can't have everything! I WISH IT WOULD STOP! 
thanx devin for letting me use your blog to get this off my chest.
jessikarabbit7:
Some parts of this sounds a bit familiar.... *sigh*