devildoll

Ok, so since I didn't get to go to Prom and am just a WEE BIT dissapointed and am trying not to dwell, I instead am going to write a list of all the fun things I have done lately, or just the small trivial things that have made me happy as of late.

1. Tried Salvadorian food for the first time and it was...
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MUST STOP TYPING BEFORE I THINK OF CONSEQUENCES.

I didn't sleep well last night...I was tossing and turning allll night. .... Ick....NOT FUN. I've been having the most bizarre dreams lately. I guess this is what happens when you cut down on drinking alcohol, eh?

I keep having this recurring dream of being responsible for people losing their fingers of all things! What could this mean?? Do you believe that all dreams hold...
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OUCH. ...

I ate shit while playing basketball yesterday and trying to prevent the ball from going out of bounds. I plowed into the grass at lightening fast speed, lost my footing due to my lame-ass tennis shoes, and flew head first into a mound of freshly cut DRY grass.

You should've seen me when I sat up..... Hair, face, lips and entire body COVERED...
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Well I'm back after a minor malfuction....

For a second there, I was like one of those annoying ladies in front of you while in line at the grocery store. You know, she's fumbling through her wallet and saying "Well, I'm SURE there's enough money in that account. If fact, there's PLENTY of money. I've NEVER had this happen to me before, NEVER! Here, try...
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Yesterday I got my hair cut by a student at Paul Mitchell The School and....it's SHORT.....Aaaaagh!! It's actually not bad...I sorta like it. The shortness, although not that extreme, is still hard to get use to. So far a few people have said it makes me look younger. Well....I'm can't say that I'm AT ALL opposed to that ideal....hehe. Now I really need to invest...
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"Life passes most people by when they're busy making grand plans for it."

I don't want to be one of these people.



So what are you waiting for?

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So much to do...so little time.

::deep breath::

I want to.....
Gosalsadancing,goscubadiving,takekickboxingclasses,learntosurf,sipcocktailsoverlookinganaquacoloredoceaninmexico,takealooongbikeride,shopstoresinparis,getrich,haveatasteoffame,goparasailing,seehundredsofmoviesthatIhaven'tyetseen,havesexwithahandsomestrangerinthat"IneedtohaveyouRIGHTnow"kindofway,sitcourtsideatabasketballgame,fallinloveimeanREALlove,takeagourmetcookingclass,takesinginglessons,learntoplayguitar,performliveinaband,posenudejustforfun,learnhowtojuggle,goskinnydippingwaymore,visitallmylonglostrelativesinEcuador,spendmoretimewithmybeautifulnieces,takemyparentsoutmore,mastertheartofstripping,attendanorgy,learntolovemyself,learntoplaygolf,overcomemyfears,gotoNewYork,gotoMardiGras,flashsomeoneperiodicallyforfun,gettheperfectbodyandmindthatIstrivetohave,feelemotionallyfulfilled,feeltotallycomfortableinmyownskin,takearoadtripwithagoodgirlfriend,beagroupieforonenight,mastertheartofplayingpool,createpaintingsformyhome,ownamusclecaramyweekendcar,besurprisedwithlingeriebymylover,haveoneultraromanticsexfilledweekend,getmoreintouchwithmyspirituality,learnyoga,goonashoppingspree,bethatcheerfulpersonthatIalwaysadmireinotherpeople,gohikingregularly,startbikingregularly,eatexoticfoodsthatI'venevertried,feelwhole....

...among other things.

I better get busy.

What the hell am I suppose to write about NOW???



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Currently

Experiencing

Mental

Block.

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What would U like to hear out of me??

My "friend" flaked on me tonight.... ... What else is new......

Grrrrrrrrrrr.

Must.Find.Backup.Plan.

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I'm been working my ASS OFF here at work lately!! I really deserve a higher tax bracket for this shit.

Must.Find.Better.Paying.Job.

It's due time I start getting RICH.

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Fuck, I really need a good night (or several days) of decadence and debauchery. I need to be spoiled. I need love....
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