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Yes kids here I am procrastinating yet again. I am still having major major writer's block. Psych paper absolutely due tomorrow. End of term.... Finals...argh!!!

What else is going on?

Went to the Fairmont Hotel today for the annual brunch with Santa with the fam. It was great except for my niece and nephew are devil spawn and were all over the place. They have...
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cherrycyanide:


I wanted to tell you I adore when you comment. You offer so much insight and you're a great person. THank you for assisting my dumbass. :p

I would never do that to the child. HEll I still adore the kids mother. I just am not close with her anymore. But I do still care about her and all. I can't stop caring about her. I would love that child like I love her first son. He's my nephew whether she likes me or not. And the new one would be my boyfriends child and I'd love it like I love the other. :x
darqyn:
First of all, good to have you as a friend, too. In regard to your love dilemma, I may have some insight from the male perspective, though I am by no means an expert on the subject. If I show interest in a girl by calling, e-mailing, or trying to go out with her, it's because I like her and would like to at least attempt a relationship. Most guys won't spend nearly as much effort on just a piece of ass as they will for a relationship. This could just be all of the cough drops talking, but I think that that book might've been written by a very bitter old lady or something of that nature. I don't agree that most guys know how they feel about you instantly, rather they know about how far they'd be willing to let it go (friendship, fling, relationship). You get the idea. Don't take too much love advice from books because if they had enough time to write a book, how much could they possibly know about it? wink
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Ok. I had a moment of inspiration. If it sucks you can tell me.

Untitled-

The darkness, it calls to me.
She wraps me up in that cold familiar embrace.
That beautiful twisted smile finds it's way to her perfect blood stained lips.
I cling to her like a lost lover hoping to come home again.
She is a sight to behold.
Eyes of midnight,...
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anothervictim:
"Val Kilmer's motivation for his role as John Holmes in Wonderland... How does one prepare to be a strung out psychopathic porn star who's only assest is a big cock? Discuss amongst yourselves."
haha
I like you. Please give almonds a big sloppy word kiss for me.
all4profit:
Nice work! Ahh, the smells of copper, vanilla, and sex...What more could you ask for?
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Ok. So I totally avoided class all week last week. I have to go this week because next week is finals. I am doing ok. I have moments where I hid from the world. So I have ventured back. I got the outline started for my back piece. We started with the fairy and she is quite lovely. Not unlike myslef she is pretty damn...
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anothervictim:
whoam. like whoam. Yeah finals are a must. smile GL
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So...

I have totally spaced off my Psych paper. I am having a breakdown. Which is normal for me. Yeah I am a tad dramtic. Not like fake bitch drama queen dramatic but like I need a prescription dramatic. I have really been slacking a lot in class lately. If this was 10 years ago and I was fresh out of high school I wouldn't...
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the_mad_monk:
Been there done that sweety!!! so what's the topic of the paper??? psych was my major in college
anothervictim:
aderol...omg lovely aderol, how I miss you ... cuz when I take it, I'm all awake and shit.... and happppppppppy.
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I have to write a paper. Damnit!! OK I am working on it.

I have to admit something. I have some issues. I am really addicted to boys. When I get obsessed with one it is really bad. Like almost bordering on something illegal bad. I want to kidnap them and make them my love slaves. Case in point. The WaldenBooks boy. I must have...
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the_mad_monk:
Last minute panic attacks are always fun!!! good luck with the paper!!!

Don't know what to tell ya about the bois, pitty there wasn't a pill a person could take surreal
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I think that if I eat anymore I will burst. So on that note I think that I am going to go fix another plate.

I had a good time with the family. Normaly I hate them. I have visitied many people today.

There are a lot of orphaned baby turkeys out there.

Love you all to pieces. Take care of yourself and each other....
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poetik:
I had a similar kind of day. I usually hate the whole Thanksgiving thing, but yesterday turned out great. Surprises like are always welcome smile

By the way, I did burst! biggrin
faerysoul:
Guess I missed you at the show--kept an eye out, but never spotted ya. DAMN. And I thought you were gonna take me home to be your slave. wink
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I have just bombed my algebra midterm. Yeah me!!

I have a paper and a presentation due for Psych on Monday. Have I started it yet? Nope.

Friday is going to be retail hell and I will be drinking lots of coffee and trying not to kill soccer moms.

Happy Turkey Day!!

Catch up with you when I can.
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anothervictim:
dude i suck so bad at math. I remember like 3 semesters ago i was attempting my 5th try at algebra 101 and I studied 6 hours for the placement exam...I got a goddam 15, and here I was a deans list student. I hate math.
jab1432:
What's up dudett! I hope you have an AWESOME Turkey Day! biggrin
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What up?!

The friend situation as been resolved. I have issues what can I say. I am working on them.

I stopped being a chicken shit and talked to the Columbian. Things are going really great. His name is Rene. I really should stop calling him the Columbian.

I was supposed to go to see Ministry on Sunday but I didn't. I have to apologize...
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the_mad_monk:
Then maybe you should come by early in the morning sometime, I think i've used up all of the silly pride smile

That's the problem with those B&D'ers, to many top and not enough bottoms wink
sen:
Sponge Bob is the shit. I'm going to see it with someone from work, who's even older than me. Gaha. I can understand though, why you might not dig SPSP after watching every other cartoon in the world with your kid.
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I really hate it when I think that someone doesn't like me. Especially when I thought that there was some sort of a connection there. I am not talking about love or romance or any of that but a basic connection between two human beings. This has happened to me before when people I thought were my friends tend to drop off my radar. It...
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contradiction:
heya! thanks for the kick ass sentiment... smile

naive and bitter??? hmmmm dunno I am just over-experienced and bitter... wink
anothervictim:
i want opposable big toes.
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In honor of my two new cd purchases and my feelings on life....

Lost-The Cure, from the cd The Cure


I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
In the head of this stranger in love

Holding on given up
To another under faded setting sun
And I wonder where I am...
Could she run away with...
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jab1432:
I don't think that is too much to ask... I think nearly everyone struggles with those same thoughts. I know I do. But what can you do? On one hand you don't want to get hurt, on the other you don't want to be lonely... I guess it is the fact that it is so rare that makes it so much better when you finally do find your love.
Sooner or later you will find him or he will find you. Just don't give up... Peace biggrin