devil_bitch

Friday I think may have been one of the best days of my life with a few exceptions. First of all for a long time I had a major fear of driving. Like I would have panic attacks just being behind the wheel. But that involves a story that I would really have to feel comfortable telling you all. Maybe on a one to one basis. I am sure the whole world wide web can live without my drama. But After many months of just making myself do it and refusing to give up I have gotten my driver's license. Yes Yes I know a little late but I got it!! I feel so much better and I am so proud of myself for not giving up and overcoming my biggest fear. I took myself shopping afterwards that was great too. Then I went to see Queensryche!! It was amazing. Good show. It was sould out and for the first time ever I had to wait out in the freezing cold in a line that wrapped around the block. Who knew there would be that many people there. The presentation of Operation MindCrime was better than I thought it would be. So now here is were we get to the shitty part. For those of you who don't know I am a black chick. Well half black and half Choctaw Indian. Yes I know it is hard tell. I have a friend who says that sometimes I am even whiter than she is. But hey I am only me. That is all I can be. Anyway, I know that there is racism out there but sometimes I forget how stupid people can really be. Well apparantly there was a KKK convention at the Queensryche show. Now I go to a lot of rock concerts and have for many years so I know that I am going to get funny looks. However I have grown accustomed to it. People were so mean to me. Nobody would let me through no matter how polite I was. I finally had to start being a bitch and just push my way through. I did still say "Excuse me" and "Thank You" because I am really not a total bitch just when the situation calls for it. At one point one person called me a Nigger and later someone called me a black bitch. I tell you I was floored. That has never happened to me. Eventually I put it behind me and enjoyed the show. So other than the stupid fucks I had a great day!!!

Yesterday I bought some really cool Nightmare Before Christmas stuff at clearance. Got some Jack and Sally shot glasses and a Jack and Sally Jewelry box. I also got some Nightmare on Elm Street shot glasses and an Evil Dead T-shirt both for 50% off. That made me happy too. Then my son and I went to see Racing Stripes. If you can avoid it please do. You can wait for Blockbuster.

I get color on my fairy tattoo Saturday I am looking forward to that. And I am going to talk to the piercer some more about my getting my nipples done. Someone esle to look at my body. Let's hear it for low self esteem.

That is my weekend in a nut shell. All be it a very lengthy nut shell but there it is. Night peeps!!