devil_bitch

So boys and girls I have know gone from agonizing about going to medical school, to agonizing about geting my RN and specializing in surgery, or cutting down the time and going for the surgical technology degree. I would make more money getting the RN but that would take twice as long and I am not sure if I want to be quite that responsible. The surgical nurses actually get their hands in there and help with suturing and things of that nature. It all sounds cool. I really hate making decisions as anyone who knows me really well will tell you without a seconds hesitation. Sometimes I want to go back to 1988 when all I had to worry about was how tight I was going to roll my jeans, how big my hair was going to be, and how to get Tommy Lee to marry me. I am proud to say that I was the only black chic in my school with big ass mall metal chic hair. It was great. Nothing like being the conversation piece. I will admit that I had a New Kids obsession. I am not ashamed. I loved Donnie. Always attracted to the bad boy. I have to start on a paper for my marketing class. Yes marketing. I started out wanting to get a BA in Business/Finance about a year ago because that was my job. I hated that job so I quit. Now it's all out of principle. It took me 10 years to decide to go back to college anyway since I did such a bang up job the first time. If you consider a .0023 good? Yeah I tried to blame it on drugs and booze but I really didn't want to go to college at the time. However I met 2 of my best friends there and I am ever thankful for them. Anyway I am going to finish this degree becuase it would be a massive waste of energy, time, and money to stop now. As for my venture into the medical field I am still going to work on that because that has always been my heart's desire since I was very young. Oh I also need to get a job between all of that and make sure that I give my son the love and attention that he deserves. I CAN DO IT!!! I CAN DO ANYTHING. Except marry Tommy Lee. I realize know that would have been a bad choice. Not very responsible now is he. Sure the sex would be great but what would we talk about for the next 30 to 40 years. How many times he boinked Pam on the boat? I don't think so. I was supposed to be going to Rockfest (local radio station concert) next Saturday but people are backing out on me. I swear I have flaky friends but I love them and they love me. Wouldn't trade em for anything. Want to see Tesla. Yes I said Tesla. Metal makes me happy. Break out the Aqua Net and the spandex. Temporarily ofcourse. No need to bring that back full time. Just for shits and giggles and then back in the closet with you.!! Now it's mostly corsets, fishnet, and rubber bracelets. Well it was rubber bracelets back then too wasn't it? Anyway... There will be more current bands playing. Looking forward to seeing Earshot. I like them. I like them a lot. I hope that everyone coordinates and gets to go. It would be fun to hang out.

I am sure that I will figure out my carrer path here soon. Man this turned out to be a novel. Thank you Cleveland!! Good NIGHT!!!