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Monday Jan 11, 2010

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It's been said that change on a whole must start internally, then flourish outward through speech and action. Wholehearted agreement is a given; in order to reform an entire life one must start with a buried seed, to change the smallest details that amount toward great revolutions, renaissance.

So with the turning of the calendar year I start to look internally in order to revitalize, reorganize and start fresh. Through passing weeks I've been archiving a series of memories, cataloging a personal history; triumph and defeat, moments of ecstatic love, of heartbroken agony. My proudest and most shameful experiences. To separate the truth from the lies, to understand the path that I've walked thus far and through those reflections look to the next steps forward, my prerogative.

"Search and find who you are and then decide who you gonna be/
They don't go together, you'll forever just wannabe/
If you could see the future right now, you wouldn't be lost/
But you can shape tomorrow today, that tip is free boss/" - The Grouch, Watch Watch, Show You The World

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