deviantchef

Going to LA Feb 23 - 25. Nothing special planned but looking forward to a break from the burn out schedule, never having consecutive days off. It'll be good to see old friends again as well.

I need to start looking for a new place to stay. This apartment situation is killing me, I can't cover my living expenses with a single paycheck. Will be...
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My dirty sex journal is about complete and weighs in at a whopping 32,000+ words, unedited. Almost a full fledged novel, likely to pass that mark should I actually edit and flesh it out. It was refreshing to have banged this dialogue out of myself, to have resolved a lot of internal questions and think about the past. Not in a negative, dwelling sort of...
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I've had this account for about a month and the mystery of where it came from is starting to drive me a little bit crazy. I think I'm being a pussy in not pursuing the one party I believe (and hope) it to be. Then again it could also be one of three other parties. Anyway a hint would be greatly appreciated- after all, I...
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self- induced social isolation; hermitry.

So over the past several weeks I've been putting some effort into staying home. Part of it is the severe lack of funds, the simple fact of how little I make at work- though it's kinda cheap for that to be a main reason behind my solitude as of late. The real reason is for the sake of introspection.

It...
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Dream a little dream or you could live a little dream I'd rather live it, cause dreamers always chase but never get it...

tonight was our first evening participating in San Francisco's Dine About Town event, where the biggest pain in the ass customers come out in force. The restaurant chooses certain menu items to be showcased and offered in a three course prix fixe selection for about $35, a great deal. Though our restaurant is usually consistently busy, the event provides the opportunity for everybody in town...
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chocorate smoozie

Stagnancy is poisonous.

Variety is the spice of life.

Lee's Sandwiches has great baguettes.

It's funny how often the ones who support us are also the most determined to see us fail. Not in the sense of outright animosity but a sort of paradoxical trial, the idea that putting doubts in the way of the ones you have hope for will make them strive even harder in the name of success. Sort of like a sensei beating their student...
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It's been said that change on a whole must start internally, then flourish outward through speech and action. Wholehearted agreement is a given; in order to reform an entire life one must start with a buried seed, to change the smallest details that amount toward great revolutions, renaissance.

So with the turning of the calendar year I start to look internally in order to revitalize,...
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discovered that I really don't know much and most of much of what I know catches a "what?" to my surprise...

it's my first day off in a week....psyched.