so this is the third night in a row that i can't sleep. i'm so glad i have a few days off at the end of this week, because i am so tired, yet can't seem to switch off my sodding brain.
i'm doing so well at work, but something is bugging me. i suppose i can blame it work or uni, but i think it's something a bit deeper. i think maybe i'm just finding excuses for what's really unsettling me. i've got an appointment on thursday that i really need to go to, and i want to go to, but is going to be really difficult. oh well, at least i've admitted it on my mind, instead of blaming everything else in my life.
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and when i came home from work today, my boy had bought ice-cream for us to eat watching tv. he looked so proud of himself for being so kind. and i was proud too. i forget how hard this year has been for him sometimes. he's so good to me, and i've been preoccupied lately. time to do something kind for him i think. xxx
i'm doing so well at work, but something is bugging me. i suppose i can blame it work or uni, but i think it's something a bit deeper. i think maybe i'm just finding excuses for what's really unsettling me. i've got an appointment on thursday that i really need to go to, and i want to go to, but is going to be really difficult. oh well, at least i've admitted it on my mind, instead of blaming everything else in my life.
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and when i came home from work today, my boy had bought ice-cream for us to eat watching tv. he looked so proud of himself for being so kind. and i was proud too. i forget how hard this year has been for him sometimes. he's so good to me, and i've been preoccupied lately. time to do something kind for him i think. xxx
waldo_____:
I hope things go well for you tomorrow. Take your time