destro

i thinks the thing with nicole is over and done with finnally! if you don't understand, see past entries.
she showed up with a new guy last nite at the bar, introduced me, and i really didn't give a rats ass!
on a side note, my freind amber went out with me last nite. haven't hung out with just her since she grew a boyfreind/fiance' on her ass about a year ago. we had a blast, got wasted, and ended up making out and professing our love for one another.i know she is probably goin to marry that dickhead, but it doesn't realy bother me as long as she's happy with him. we both agreed we just needed to get our feelings out in the open and deal with them before she got too deep into the relationship. we do love eachother, always have, but it is on such a different level than anything either one of us has ever known.
ok enough rambling, imma outa here,
aaren
p.s. TinFoilHalo, youre goin down brotha!