destro

i feel dead. for the last three or four days i've had a " don't give a fuck" attitude. wich is not normal for me, but i think i like it. not sure if that's good or bad yet? but there are things going on that i should have some emotion about, and i really could care less what happens. shit happens, people come and go,some stay longer than others, but in time everyone and everything are forgotten, so what makes a difference?
kinda seems selfish doesn't it, but in reality, you, yourself, that will be the only constant. the only thing that won't drift away. therefor, being true to yourself is all that matters. am i right? or just being stupid?
overanalyzing everything,
DeStro