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On and off, I've been a member of this site since 2011. That's a long time to learn a simple lesson: that this site does not reflect reality. Insofar as no promises or even suggestions were made to that effect, I am the fool. Every time I signed onto this site, I walked into a world of illusion. Yet, to permit myself a respite from...
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desperado54:
In spite of it all, I remain convinced that the beauty of a woman's body is a wonder to behold. It's just that this siteĀ  is not the method to celebrate it.
desperado54:
This is the way my subscription ends...not with a bang, but a whimper.
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The title of this blog post is just to get you to pay attention. What it's really about is "What I Want".

I cannot speak for men in general. Yes, I am a man. One man. I'm not a sociologist, a statistician, a representive of the Gallup Poll, or any expert on the topic of what any man wants besides me. I'm sure there are...
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desperado54:
How I'm getting confused. I have more "likes" to this blog than most of the others I've posted. I wonder what it is that has gotten such a number of responses. Give me a clue.
desperado54:
Wear a black satin thong, have pierced nipples and a few tattoos, and I'll almost certainly give your set a "like." Just sayin'.
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I rejoined after over a year away, then before that about nine months away. From my other blog entries you can see how disillusioned I had gotten. I'm gonna rummage around some more, but I see that no one has commented. I remain invisible. I may just hang out for 30 days and go. It seems that much of what was good about SG is...
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desperado54:
I am so not interested in participating in any further trauma to the women on this site--that is, if that's what's going on here.
rare:
Well welcome back šŸŒ
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What is sick, and what is healthy? Since I spend much of my life in my own head, and much of that time is spent in masturbatory fantasy, I"m trying to become more aware of the content of my fantasies -- I've spent too much time in a fantasy flashing in my mind, one that is wonderfully erotic but completely....well, I don't know. In my...
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desperado54:
..."Why am I here?"Ā  in this crazy fantasyland of images, this leather-, spandex-, silk- and satin-lined mental cage of dysfunctionality and this desert of human intimacy.
desperado54:
I'm having one of those impulses right now. That is, the impulseĀ  to fuck the brains out of an SG, Hopeful or any woman resembling such a person. I'd like to do some pretty kinky stuff now. Then I want to go back to being the reasonable, kind, thoughtful, invisiable and sexually safe old man that I've become.