despairfactor

EDIT: Why don't they make birthday cards that say
"You're a cunt... I hope the upcoming year is full of heartache, loneliness and STDs"??
I'd buy it

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It's like learning to breath again... but with only one set of lungs. Its like learning to walk again... but with only two legs. It's like teaching your heart to beat again... but to beat on its own.

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I had a dream about him last night. He came to me and said he wanted to get back together because he and the girl didn't have any connection, all they did was fool around. And I said no. I told him that I didn't trust him any more, and I couldn't be with him because he hurt me too much
It felt so real. It was horrible. I woke up crying.

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I just wanted you all to know how much I love you all. I don't know what I would do without SG, you guys have been there for me like no other.. and you genuienly care for me, which I really need right now. I feel like I only have one person who I can talk to here, but I can come online, and you all leave these amazing comments in my journal, and I know that somewhere out there... people DO care for me.
So thank you... it has made this experience somewhat easier for me.

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There is a really cute guy in my EPS lab. He smiled at me today... I got butterflies in my stomach

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"But now, forever's come and gone, but I'm still here alone... it was you who put the clouds around me, it was you who made the tears fall down, it was you who broke my heart in pieces, it was you who made my blue eyes blue... I never should have trusted you" ~~ Eric Clapton - Blue Eyes Blue