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Sunday Aug 29, 2004

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So for the first time in 4 years (except for the two days after I had been fired from Tony Roma's), I will be jobless.

I'm super iffy on that. eeek

I know that with school and wrestling, I probably shouldn't have a job, even if I am only working weekends. And my parents even said that they would give me $100.00 a month if I quit. But I feel like I should be working. Am I crazy? Honest... I know I don't need a job... but why do I want one? I don't even want one, I just think that I SHOULD have one.
This is stupid. I should just quit, and forget about it.

What do you all think? I'd like some honest input here ladies and gents!!


Lyric
"I don't ask for much, truth be told I'd settle for a life less frightening" ~~ Rise Against - Life Less Frightening
VIEW 25 of 33 COMMENTS
murdokk:
You are so much like me! Plus you are so cute I want to bite you!! biggrin
Sep 2, 2004
scagnetti:
Dear Despair,
I dont love wrestling like I used to due in part
to the other martial arts I was taking while I was grappling.
Used to get in trouble all the time for unorthodox moves
that I incorporated into my technique
although legal on the matt,Refs would give me warnings or point deductions for being original !
It became too limited as I was evolving .
I guess I became more combat oriented over the Sport aspect.
Dont get me wrong,
I still love a good tie up!
I just like pressure points and vital disruption
over the half nelson.

P.s. in 4 years of wrestling Win or lose
I always got first takedown.




EL SUICIDO LOCO

[Edited on Sep 02, 2004 1:46PM]
Sep 2, 2004

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