i'm not yet dead. just mostly.
pleurisy is acting up.
thought of some bad poetry listening to depressing music on the way home. i'll share!
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why must hindsight be 20/20 and not colored with emotion like the day?
why must fair history be so cruel?
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while you are away
my heart comes undone
slowly unravels
in a ball of yarn
the devil collects...
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pleurisy is acting up.
thought of some bad poetry listening to depressing music on the way home. i'll share!
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why must hindsight be 20/20 and not colored with emotion like the day?
why must fair history be so cruel?
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while you are away
my heart comes undone
slowly unravels
in a ball of yarn
the devil collects...
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mercie:
mercie:
anytime, doll. you know that. ♥
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mercie:
♥
RIP Lydia, my cow cat. 
my forehead is numb. literally. and i weigh 142 pounds. i want to vomit and die.
a "date" (aka meeting someone interesting at a starbucks) fell through because i'm not interesting or attractive enough.
i'm completely poor and out of anything that could alter my mind.
i want do die. all i've done is cry today.
but this makes me...
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my forehead is numb. literally. and i weigh 142 pounds. i want to vomit and die.
a "date" (aka meeting someone interesting at a starbucks) fell through because i'm not interesting or attractive enough.
i'm completely poor and out of anything that could alter my mind.
i want do die. all i've done is cry today.
but this makes me...
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amarillo:
i still think ur great!!!!!!!
laceyk:
Maybe it feel through cause you are too awesome and they thought you would reject them.
the brits may be assholes at times (well, i used to hate them but now i like them again...long story involving an ex.) but i've taken to writing things like "colour" and such. it makes it way more fun. and at this point, it's become subconscious. huzzah!
caralee:
colour
neighbour
favourite
raccoon
and many other words we brit-canadians spell funnily / funly.
have you ever seen peepshow?
it's bloody mental!
neighbour
favourite
raccoon
and many other words we brit-canadians spell funnily / funly.
have you ever seen peepshow?
it's bloody mental!
mercie:
I hope you're okay... ♥
rumours of my death have been greatly exaggerated.
unfortunately.
unfortunately.
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mercie:
as per our job discussion:
"Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?"
"Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?"
caralee:
sounds like you need more cowbell.
too much def leppard's pyromania
too much def leppard's pyromania
helios is fucking awesome. in honor of their new album (which is amazing), here's a song from their last album:
and pacific uv, a band i recently discovered:
in other news,valkyrie profile and henry hatsworth for the ds are fucking awesome.
and pacific uv, a band i recently discovered:
in other news,valkyrie profile and henry hatsworth for the ds are fucking awesome.
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caralee:
deerhoof remixes maroon 5
no joke
<333
no joke
<333
i wish i could say things are well.
but i'll never be happy.
also, fuck allergies.
but i'll never be happy.
also, fuck allergies.
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caralee:
anything you say, chip :-B
caralee:
i do not hate a body, only my own
so you don't have to
*loves face off*
so you don't have to
*loves face off*
i am resurrected by a kind soul. thank you. i guess i'll be around then.
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melaniek:
ARE YOU CALLING ME A SKANK??!!!???
And I am soooo dorky. Watching me skank has made many die of laughter.
And I am soooo dorky. Watching me skank has made many die of laughter.
caralee:
well that's slightly terrifying
i like it
it's all tingly
i like it
it's all tingly
My account runs out tomorrow or friday. either way, it's been fun. i met some interesting people. some nice people. some douchebags. thanks for the well wishes and the time killed. if you ever miss me for whateverthefuck reason, sometimes i'm on aim. i'm not too hard to find, really.
<3.
<3.
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caralee:
D: if i were employed i totally would gift you
<333 u
<333 u
mercie:
I know I'll always stop and see you and run into each other's fucked up lives.
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mercie:
I thought you would like this.
Aaron said he had some kinda fancy sound machine that has a "burning piano" sound effect. I said I couldn't imagine what that would sound like, so this is what he linked me.
I kinda thought you'd enjoy it.
Aaron said he had some kinda fancy sound machine that has a "burning piano" sound effect. I said I couldn't imagine what that would sound like, so this is what he linked me.
I kinda thought you'd enjoy it.
mercie:
...you're welcome. I don't mean to hurt you. I promise. That's the last thing I ever want to do. I don't want to be a bad friend. I swear I don't.