"that's impossible, there's no such things as trolls."
"then how do you explain the dead unicorns?"
"then how do you explain the dead unicorns?"
just because.
mercie:
wait. fuck. 
seriously, look into disability. I'm SURE you can get paid off of disability if this is how you are, even if it's just for now, you need all the help you can get. And then you can focus on working from home after you're feeling better and have proper medication, and then even working out of the home (if you want to of course) once you're well again. Just do one thing at a time mister, and everything will start to work. At least, thats what I keep telling myself, anyway. It seems to be working out once in awhile.
seriously, look into disability. I'm SURE you can get paid off of disability if this is how you are, even if it's just for now, you need all the help you can get. And then you can focus on working from home after you're feeling better and have proper medication, and then even working out of the home (if you want to of course) once you're well again. Just do one thing at a time mister, and everything will start to work. At least, thats what I keep telling myself, anyway. It seems to be working out once in awhile.
mercie:
You definitely can't see the cars now. My camera died while I was in the middle of uploading the videos from Day 2 (this morning), those are gonna blow people's minds (who obviously aren't in MD to witness this frigging mess) when they see them. But I have cigarettes and alcohol, so I'm good, no need to go anywhere.
Did you hear the fucking THUNDER last night?? I thought I was going nuts but it really was thunder!
Did you hear the fucking THUNDER last night?? I thought I was going nuts but it really was thunder!
i've been listening to birthday dethday all day.
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barely:
Happy birthday, for the next six minutes in Pacific Standard Time, good sir.
mercie:
actually i did have to attend one of those when i was unemployed. It was right after a snowstorm too, parking in Baltimore City was hell on earth. It sucked, I remember quite clearly. Hated it. And it was insulting. It's like bitch, I'm not unemployed because I'm dumb and can't get a job, I have 4 more months of getting paid to do NOTHING and I'm not getting a job before I have to.
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laceyk:
Happy Birthday!!!!
I hope you have a nice calm and content day!
I hope you have a nice calm and content day!
mercie:
I haven't forgotten your past birthdays, have i? of course not, silly.
Facebook harasses me now. All the adverts on the right badger me about being thirty. I'm changing my birthday.
Facebook harasses me now. All the adverts on the right badger me about being thirty. I'm changing my birthday.
7 years of waiting, and THANK YOU kitty! that was such a sweet move. it wasn't too bad, actually. the splitting didn't hurt at all, it was the cauterization that kinda sucked and i'm a bleeder, so it was crazy. i totally recommend the place if you can make the trek, it's Comes a time tattoo. Sean Phillips did it, and it's a fantastic...
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and i'm a bleeder, so it was crazy. i totally recommend the place if you can make the trek, it's Comes a time tattoo. Sean Phillips did it, and it's a fantastic... Read More
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lucine:
Hot!!! Your a trooper and now you can play with it
mercie:
I know you've been dying to do that for years and years.... but I still think it's gross. : /
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ALSO! i suck at paypal, so if someone can help me that's cool. i have an account, my email on it is scott5@umbc.edu so any and all donations towards my tongue bifurcation would be super duper wonderful. i have no idea how i'd pay you back, so suggestions are welcome 
well, i guess the valentines would count made to your specifications!
such wonderful images include!...
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well, i guess the valentines would count
made to your specifications!such wonderful images include!...
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kittycontagious:
You have a donation waiting for you in your paypal account from me.
Make me something pretty.
♥ ♥ ♥
Make me something pretty.
♥ ♥ ♥
kittycontagious:
Aww shucks sweetie.
i thought i wanted to be replaced. but i spent more time with her than i did any of my other girlfriends. i feel like a fucking teenage girl, and i'd also like to be repaid. maybe for my birthday? i'm hurting here.
it apparently takes more than 30mg of a certain sedative to kill me. i feel like shit, but oh well.
but no,...
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it apparently takes more than 30mg of a certain sedative to kill me. i feel like shit, but oh well.
but no,...
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downedcity:
going to Alk3 will be totally positive!
laceyk:
It sounds like you do have some good stuff going on! Which is good.
I have to remind myself sometimes to try to find happiness in the small stuff, the small victories, etc.
I have to remind myself sometimes to try to find happiness in the small stuff, the small victories, etc.
i don't remember anything from my last blog until i woke up this morning. i'm sorry if i did or said anything that sounded weird or offensive.
my father said i'm a disappointment. my mother thinks i'm lying, but does a terrible job of covering it with "motherly advice/nagging"
i can't live like this.
ALSO: my 26th birthday is coming up. i'd really, really like...
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my father said i'm a disappointment. my mother thinks i'm lying, but does a terrible job of covering it with "motherly advice/nagging"
i can't live like this.
ALSO: my 26th birthday is coming up. i'd really, really like...
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toxic:
I hope things will look up for you sweetie
laceyk:
As you know it takes time to get better. It is hard when people expect immediate change.
Do I want to know what bifurcateed is?
Do I want to know what bifurcateed is?
two more blackouts, on consecutive days. i don't remember anything past 5pm on thursday, or anything past noon on friday. blah.
on the bright side, the new xiu xiu album (dear god i hate myself) leaked, and it is awesome.
on the bright side, the new xiu xiu album (dear god i hate myself) leaked, and it is awesome.
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phecda:
yikes, blackouts... is everything okay over there? 
toxic:
are you alright?!
i've been making valentins and mix cds for people lately. why, i'm not sure. likely because i'll be spending mine alone for the 3rd year straight; also, because one of my best friends recently got into a relationship that he's immensely excited about, as i am for him. i'm trying to make some neat things he can give her to show her how much he...
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downedcity:
whoa you got mad talent
laceyk:
Very cool!
V-Day. I swear why do we always think we have to keep up with the jonses.
I think 99% of people end up disappointed on vday.
V-Day. I swear why do we always think we have to keep up with the jonses.
I think 99% of people end up disappointed on vday.
That's where they went.
I love going to myspace and watching the videos which claim to have captured gnomes and such.