i'm trying to move on from this bullshit drama. getting my heart broken 3 times in a month and a half is so fucking much to bear...
i've gained so much weight. a combination of quitting smoking (4 months now) and all this depression i've been eating to keep busy. oral fixation. to those of you who've seen me on chat, you're probably thinking "what...
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i've gained so much weight. a combination of quitting smoking (4 months now) and all this depression i've been eating to keep busy. oral fixation. to those of you who've seen me on chat, you're probably thinking "what...
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the passion behind your words told me
you'd have fought for me til death
but you give me up with nary a whimper
what must i be worth then?
stayed home from work today. i can barely stand myself.
also, i may not be a good drummer, but i still love it. drums are the base of any band, and i defy anyone who thinks...
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you'd have fought for me til death
but you give me up with nary a whimper
what must i be worth then?
stayed home from work today. i can barely stand myself.
also, i may not be a good drummer, but i still love it. drums are the base of any band, and i defy anyone who thinks...
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caralee:
i don't play the drumz.
mercie:
Just because someone gets upset it doesn't mean they can bash drummers. We know how important drums are to me too!
thanks for the kind words
but the past 2 experiences i've had just prove that i have a heart made of glass and can never possibly live up to the expectations of others.
i'm not sure if i should even bother anymore...i think i'll just be single for awhile, i'm in far too much pain from being fucked with.
but the past 2 experiences i've had just prove that i have a heart made of glass and can never possibly live up to the expectations of others.
i'm not sure if i should even bother anymore...i think i'll just be single for awhile, i'm in far too much pain from being fucked with.
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laceyk:
I think it is a good idea to just take some time.
Let your heart heal fully. Then you can try again.
Let your heart heal fully. Then you can try again.
caralee:
stay gold.
screw it, who'd want me anyway.
i'm just a terrible person, fuck it.
i'm just a terrible person, fuck it.
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austere:
i am friends exclusively with terrible people.
melaniek:
You are silly. Niceness brings niceness! Give yourself a break sometimes. You are not a terrible person. For example...how many people have you killed......today? 
dear girls of sg:
why are so many of you in a relationship OR
a billion miles away from me OR
lesbians OR
too hot (and likely full of yourself) or too ugly (because even i have standards, sometimes)
it's bullshit, because i need someone here who wants to cuddle. and maybe fool around with.(mostly that.) i'll even put the tongue rings back in. i'm...
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why are so many of you in a relationship OR
a billion miles away from me OR
lesbians OR
too hot (and likely full of yourself) or too ugly (because even i have standards, sometimes)
it's bullshit, because i need someone here who wants to cuddle. and maybe fool around with.(mostly that.) i'll even put the tongue rings back in. i'm...
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zoos:
ahaha, sorry dude.... <333
jennna:
awe im sorry hunny... if you were only closer <33
it's a snow day, and i'm about to embark on a quest out into the world. fucking snow.
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sjofn_:
I think it's god's jk to dump snow on little MD
he's laughing at you right now
he's laughing at you right now
caralee:
the institution calls it 'fibre arts'. lots of textiles. i am a knitter, a printer, a sewess, a writer, a needlecrafter, a sculptor, a painter, a photographer, a reader. a degree in uselessness but it's the only thing that interests me.
let's make musical love babies. they'll conquer space with great sounding owesomeness.
let's make musical love babies. they'll conquer space with great sounding owesomeness.
anyone ever see that movie "the cabin boy" with chris elliott? well if you haven't, don't, because i'm not sure it's one of those "awful but awesome" movies or just plain said ones. anyway, he finally loses his virginity (in his 30s) to some like...octopus chick? i dunno, it's been awhile. but then he proclaims these pipes...are CLEAN! looking triumphantly over a cliff with a...
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caralee:
tentacle erotica, cephalophilia.
i can relate.
i can relate.
caralee:
'let's hit the clubs, make each other laugh'
dream rape, basically.
and so many more awful awful things
dream rape, basically.
and so many more awful awful things
thank GOD february is over. seriously, my least favorite month. but this has been the fastest, least grey february i think i can remember, so i guess it could've been worse.
someone actually added me to their last.fm friends; i forget who (caralee, my xiu xiu buddy?), but thank you! makes my day that someone actually pays attention to me
www.last.fm/user/desormais84
today will be more...
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someone actually added me to their last.fm friends; i forget who (caralee, my xiu xiu buddy?), but thank you! makes my day that someone actually pays attention to me
www.last.fm/user/desormais84
today will be more...
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austere:
haha if i move i will have my computer up and running that same night.
mercie:
so wow. tonight, hot.
deadly creatures on wii is amusing as fuck. playing as a tarantula and scorpion? hell yes, why not.
crisis core: ff7 is pretty goddamn awesome. this is the first time i've actually played my psp (got it for free like 6 months ago).
that's all. fuck work, fuck wonky weather, whatever. i'm gonna sleep until this horrid headache goes away.
crisis core: ff7 is pretty goddamn awesome. this is the first time i've actually played my psp (got it for free like 6 months ago).
that's all. fuck work, fuck wonky weather, whatever. i'm gonna sleep until this horrid headache goes away.
sanguine:
ohhhh i wanna play
sjofn_:
I'm so old school I still have a PS2 I play it all the time... I think it's time to move up in the world 
http://www.last.fm/user/desormais84
my music is awesome. LISTEN AND ADD ME OH GOD.
YOU SHOULD BE LISTENING TO: ELECTRIC PRESIDENT
one of ben cooper's many projects, their lo-fi semi electro-indie folksy thing has grown to be one of my favorite bands; quite the feat, sir. so!
Good morning, hypocrite
the song that made me fall in love with them
Farewell
one of my favorite intros ever.
AND...
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my music is awesome. LISTEN AND ADD ME OH GOD.
YOU SHOULD BE LISTENING TO: ELECTRIC PRESIDENT
one of ben cooper's many projects, their lo-fi semi electro-indie folksy thing has grown to be one of my favorite bands; quite the feat, sir. so!
Good morning, hypocrite
the song that made me fall in love with them
Farewell
one of my favorite intros ever.
AND...
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sjofn_:
"deep philosophical conversations and shallow wild sex"
This saying write here it's or I quess more of a paradox, I just love it..lol
This saying write here it's or I quess more of a paradox, I just love it..lol
mercie:
I was saddened to learn that apparently even though we ARE in facts friends on SG, you're not in my friends list so I can't put you as my number 1. What the fuck kinda shit is that, I ask. What even is that.
that color blue innthe game is sick.
i recently sold the game to gamestop, and traded the strategy guide in as well.
i coulda mailed that to you if you needed it, the game is pretty long,
i didnt even get thru it before i traded it in.
im completely down with off the radar games.
xenosaga is like, one of my all time fave series.
its hard to find time to play though.
do you play anything online on ps2 or pc?
I know that in a sense you won't hear this (and I say that not as a bitch but because I was in your shoes once), but I promise you people don't love you based on your body. It may make you feel more in control of your life, and perhaps build your esteem, but I promise people will always love you regardless.