Yesterday/last night/right now, I am fully conscious and aware of my surroundings.
i make note of this because this is the first time in about a week that i've been able to say that. that's kinda sad.
it's been fucking crazy, though. apparently i went on some insane adventures. and apparently i'd be pretty damn embarrassed if i had to view myself freaking out about...
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i make note of this because this is the first time in about a week that i've been able to say that. that's kinda sad.
it's been fucking crazy, though. apparently i went on some insane adventures. and apparently i'd be pretty damn embarrassed if i had to view myself freaking out about...
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mercie:
mercie:
the captain lives on!
desormais:
me of me!
desormais:
KITTIES!
desormais:
tattoos and piercings
so yeah.
Thursday at noon i blacked out. the next thing i remember is waking up on friday at around 2pm. apparently in between, i was still awake, but essentially a zombie. i hit a curb and had to have triple a put a donut on it; somehow got my clavicles pierced....i don't remember any of this.
am i not allowed to be frightened to...
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Thursday at noon i blacked out. the next thing i remember is waking up on friday at around 2pm. apparently in between, i was still awake, but essentially a zombie. i hit a curb and had to have triple a put a donut on it; somehow got my clavicles pierced....i don't remember any of this.
am i not allowed to be frightened to...
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mercie:
I am not downplaying it. I'm simply saying to not let it rule your life and go ahead with things now. that's all. don't focus on it to a point of obsession.
and no one hates you. your pictures are all awesome.
and no one hates you. your pictures are all awesome.
laceyk:
Oh man.
I am sorry.
Do they have any idea how you could still be funcitioning but not know it?
I am sorry.
Do they have any idea how you could still be funcitioning but not know it?
i'm so, so so so sorry to anyone i may have talked to or done something stupid...i don't remember a single thing from noon thursday until about 2pm friday. this is fucking scary... oh god..
melaniek:
*hugs*
got stood up yesterday. after months of back and forth with this certain someone, getting along swimmingly, then having her flip out on me for no reason, just to have her apologize and FINALLY want to get together....no, just kidding.
shouldn't have really gotten my hopes up to begin with, but i'm an idiot and don't learn.
so i spent my evening sitting alone in...
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shouldn't have really gotten my hopes up to begin with, but i'm an idiot and don't learn.
so i spent my evening sitting alone in...
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mercie:
Geez the power was out too? : /
Lemme get a hold of that bitch. For real. I want her aim or email or something. I told Andy what happened and he was like... "THE SAME GIRL that he was just talking about? Made up with him and then ditched him? What a fucking bitch! That's so fucked up!" He was SO angry for you. And he said again "Let him go to the Philippines with me. He'll come back with a smile on his face up to his brain." They love pale people over there, so you'd be God.
I'll be on aim if you wanna talk. ♥
Lemme get a hold of that bitch. For real. I want her aim or email or something. I told Andy what happened and he was like... "THE SAME GIRL that he was just talking about? Made up with him and then ditched him? What a fucking bitch! That's so fucked up!" He was SO angry for you. And he said again "Let him go to the Philippines with me. He'll come back with a smile on his face up to his brain." They love pale people over there, so you'd be God.
I'll be on aim if you wanna talk. ♥
sanguine:
i have tons of electricity up here....but im not sure the walls i stare at are anymore stimulating....
hugs <33
stupid people suck
hugs <33
stupid people suck
i've been exercising less and somehow i weigh 125. that's kinda awesome. it doesn't appear to be atrophy, but who knows.
i had really weird dreams of being chased all night. i mean, usually have nightmares, but this was more of an anxiety thing. i guess i shouldn't be surprised, everything else in my life is upsetting right now.
like the fact i woke up...
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i had really weird dreams of being chased all night. i mean, usually have nightmares, but this was more of an anxiety thing. i guess i shouldn't be surprised, everything else in my life is upsetting right now.
like the fact i woke up...
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mercie:
I hate it when you talk like that.
I also hate that you weigh 15 pounds less than me....
I also hate that you weigh 15 pounds less than me....
mercie:
hahah I don't think he looks like Phillip, but man he WAS a total cutie pie. I almost forgot about Phillip!
Text me soon, miss your face. ♥
Text me soon, miss your face. ♥
you call me a baby for being tired after taking sleeping pills so i can avoid being awake. you relish the chance to laugh at stories about me being drunk, to humiliate me at every opportunity in the cause of a good story. i go along with it. shit, maybe i'm a glutton for punishment. but the second i light heartedly say anything in return,...
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downedcity:
sounds like this person has a personal issue to work out. I wouldn't worry about it.
einglaswein:
cheer up, buttercup
mercie and i spent a nice day together today. it was good to get out of the house, hang out with her and our friend andy, and just be outside on such a gorgeous day. i actually ate normal food, which for me is a rarity, and i aired a lot of what's been bothering me lately. i've been in a total rut...being ostracized by...
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boogieman0330:
Take it day by day bud. And I'll only fool around with you if you tell me I'm beautiful.
downedcity:
yeah I think Ill stay, had quite the emo moment there. but I'll be alright.
why the fuck did no one tell me imogen heap's new album came out like 2 months ago? dammit. it's not as good as the last one, but it's still better than most music out there.
i'm not much for tv, but Community is definitely catching my attention. joel mchale's entertaining as fuck as a total douchebag; i can relate! huzzah!
i'm not much for tv, but Community is definitely catching my attention. joel mchale's entertaining as fuck as a total douchebag; i can relate! huzzah!
mercie:
I never knew myself.
Also, i left you a message last night. Can you please text me with the answer? Posting a new blog and ignoring my voice mail an' can't even text me... HMPH.
Also, i left you a message last night. Can you please text me with the answer? Posting a new blog and ignoring my voice mail an' can't even text me... HMPH.
Timelapse: Burning Man in 2 minutes
I'm a sucker for time lapse photography, so i highly recommend checking out all of this guy's videos; they're neat, and have great music (the one in particular linked has a remix of Orbital's Halcyon + on + on i'd never heard).
I'm a sucker for time lapse photography, so i highly recommend checking out all of this guy's videos; they're neat, and have great music (the one in particular linked has a remix of Orbital's Halcyon + on + on i'd never heard).
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melaniek:
in my head it is all UNF! 
mercie:
I say we try that next alk3 show. Plan implement.
And that remix is boss as fuuuuck. *goes to look for it*
And that remix is boss as fuuuuck. *goes to look for it*