i thought i wanted to be replaced. but i spent more time with her than i did any of my other girlfriends. i feel like a fucking teenage girl, and i'd also like to be repaid. maybe for my birthday? i'm hurting here.
it apparently takes more than 30mg of a certain sedative to kill me. i feel like shit, but oh well.
but no,...
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it apparently takes more than 30mg of a certain sedative to kill me. i feel like shit, but oh well.
but no,...
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chelsi:
the alligator is the most heart-breakingly cute thing ever.
desormais:
self explanatory 
i don't remember anything from my last blog until i woke up this morning. i'm sorry if i did or said anything that sounded weird or offensive.
my father said i'm a disappointment. my mother thinks i'm lying, but does a terrible job of covering it with "motherly advice/nagging"
i can't live like this.
ALSO: my 26th birthday is coming up. i'd really, really like...
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my father said i'm a disappointment. my mother thinks i'm lying, but does a terrible job of covering it with "motherly advice/nagging"
i can't live like this.
ALSO: my 26th birthday is coming up. i'd really, really like...
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toxic:
I hope things will look up for you sweetie
laceyk:
As you know it takes time to get better. It is hard when people expect immediate change.
Do I want to know what bifurcateed is?
Do I want to know what bifurcateed is?
two more blackouts, on consecutive days. i don't remember anything past 5pm on thursday, or anything past noon on friday. blah.
on the bright side, the new xiu xiu album (dear god i hate myself) leaked, and it is awesome.
on the bright side, the new xiu xiu album (dear god i hate myself) leaked, and it is awesome.
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phecda:
yikes, blackouts... is everything okay over there? 
toxic:
are you alright?!
i've been making valentins and mix cds for people lately. why, i'm not sure. likely because i'll be spending mine alone for the 3rd year straight; also, because one of my best friends recently got into a relationship that he's immensely excited about, as i am for him. i'm trying to make some neat things he can give her to show her how much he...
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downedcity:
whoa you got mad talent
laceyk:
Very cool!
V-Day. I swear why do we always think we have to keep up with the jonses.
I think 99% of people end up disappointed on vday.
V-Day. I swear why do we always think we have to keep up with the jonses.
I think 99% of people end up disappointed on vday.
thanks for all the well wishing and what not. if you can tell by my alliteration, i'm doing marginally better.
mercie's blog for today (1/9) has a year in review theme, with accompanying pictures. it's kind of weird that i'm only mentioned a few times, considering the past 4 years before that. ...damn.
and it's mostly because i spent alot of my year alone...
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mercie's blog for today (1/9) has a year in review theme, with accompanying pictures. it's kind of weird that i'm only mentioned a few times, considering the past 4 years before that. ...damn.
and it's mostly because i spent alot of my year alone...
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laceyk:
Ugh. I hate ticketmaster.
Even now I am looking at tickets, and the truth is I do just swallow that damn fee.
They are so evil.
Even now I am looking at tickets, and the truth is I do just swallow that damn fee.
They are so evil.
downedcity:
lol the Ramones in the 80s were pretty much horrible as well, but I still love them
3 episodes in one night.
a wave hits you...warm and fuzzy, but more like nausea. forget who or where i am. collapse...lay paralyzed on the floor.
fade to black.
fortunately only a few minutes/half hour this time, but i'm tired of this.
also, i wasn't aware the single off alk3's new album was out. it's very old school.
update:
oh god. 4. i blacked out...
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a wave hits you...warm and fuzzy, but more like nausea. forget who or where i am. collapse...lay paralyzed on the floor.
fade to black.
fortunately only a few minutes/half hour this time, but i'm tired of this.
also, i wasn't aware the single off alk3's new album was out. it's very old school.
update:
oh god. 4. i blacked out...
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downedcity:
whoa this sounds pretty alright. better than what I heard of the last album. you need to keep gettin better and better and maybe we can go check alk3 out when they come around.
keighlanight:
thank you! lol ..I am still a work in progress....I guess is pretty intense at times..but I'll live. Just waiting till I can submit my next set..wooot.
for life's not a paragraph
And death i think is no parenthesis
And death i think is no parenthesis
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lucine:
I think you are such a beautiful person...I wish you knew this for yourself, maybe in time you will feel as beautiful as you are...its important that you know this. and you should be told everyday that your wonderful.
lucine:
you make me smile. alot
alotlong and whiny post ahead:
so, i'm turning 26 on the 28th of this month.
i can't believe it. i fucking hate it. but i guess it can't be worse than last year's (in which i broke up with my gf of 2 years right before), or the year before that during which said ex was in england. i got no party, barely any presents....
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so, i'm turning 26 on the 28th of this month.
i can't believe it. i fucking hate it. but i guess it can't be worse than last year's (in which i broke up with my gf of 2 years right before), or the year before that during which said ex was in england. i got no party, barely any presents....
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lucine:
hang in there sweet heart. You have an amazing heart and things will work out in the end baby...remember it cant rain all the time...your so great you deserve way better then that love
lucine:
oh Im glad your gaining a little weight baby you need to be healthy and take care of yourself.
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laceyk:
I like the blonde!
kas:
cuties!!!
desormais:
people, me and others
Not much Friday night...
the damage is done.
the damage is done.
laceyk:
I am so out of touch with music, I swear!
I have to remind myself sometimes to try to find happiness in the small stuff, the small victories, etc.