desidia

this journal i will also update with nothingness/somethingness.

I really don't know myself that well.
I don't know where to begin.
I am a mysterious person, even to myself.

okay, so I did need the vicodin after all.

just not for pain

that wisdom teeth bullshit wasn't even 40% as bad I was expecting. I don't even need the painkillers.

A magical fairy visited me today and I learned a valuable lesson about Christmas:

Don't take your smokes and drinks for granted.

I have both at my finger tips and can't enjoy either for at least 3 days

I'll have bad webcam pics of my wisdom teeth like on monday or something. They're in a bag on the coffee table right now.

I miss solid...
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if my work thinks they can get away with delivering paychecks (currently at +5 days) late, then I might as well show up for my shifts +5 days late.

You see, I'm out of food. seriously. we're talking down to canned corn and broth. So I went out to go grocery shopping. I go to pick up my check and deposit it.

*gasp* I got...
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pay no attention to anything i'm saying. i'm drunk and going to bed alone, I'm liable to say anything.


its damn good to be back in portland though, that statement will stand the test of time.

one day about a week ago i stepped out the door for work and there on the ground was a beetle on its backside wiggling its legs in futility. so i flip it over with a leaf and go catch the bus.

the next day the same event occurs.
and again the next. same beetle.

the next day its dead.

I'm trying not to think...
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I need new tattoos but there are no glyphs in the necronomicon to summon a sugar momma to pay for my ink work.

I should be trying to make money but I'm too busy trying to find someone new worth sleeping with

7:18 in the morning, still wide awake. still enjoying it.

trying to translate the inside jokes of the night to text.
text contains none of the inflection, timing and... other stuff that alchohol instills your soul and voice..

ummm yeah, mission failed.

seabiscuit. seabiscuit run. run biscuit run.

this entry is dedicated to octo-vegan.

yeah.... i guess thats it.