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Tuesday Dec 10, 2002

Dec 10, 2002
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The word "torrents" comes to mind.

The weather is so terrible in Olympia. Its common knowledge in the northwest, but today its so horrible thats the rest of life doesnt seem so bad. The rain chased me home where I wanted to hide under the covers and pretend it wasnt happening.

It felt like angels crying

But maybe its just the sleep deprivation. I haven't held a steady sleeping pattern in over a month. My perceptions have become skewed.

Do I wear the creepers and raise myself a few inches more above the puddles or Do I wear the knee high boots and shield my socks and shins from cold rain and soaking pants?

These are my concerns. Not when to sleep and when not to sleep. Not how many workbook pages I didn't do. Not how many chapters I didn't read.
The anguish of metal on metal.
The sounds of a construction saw screamed agaisnt the droll of discussion, first impulse is empathy. Being used. The construction of destruction. Friction.
I'm going crazy without eyeliner.

Controlled Death is Life. People overlook that the Ark was built so everything BUT two of everything would be die.
Tori Amos is my friend.

I'm plucking my eyebrows and smoking a clove at the same time
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bionicfemme:
#1 I got FFX instead of Vice City and I LOOOOOVE it! I don't know if i'll get kingdom hearts yet...i'm a little turned off by the the idea of Disney characters in my RPG's.

#2 Torrents is one of my favorite words too...I wrote a Sapphic fragment about it once.
Dec 13, 2002
quijybo:
you should update your journal more, because i enjoy reading it.
you should also show us some pics of you with plucked brows and eyeliner.. mmm.
Dec 15, 2002

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