desidia:
12-30-05
I'm having trouble thinking of a stranger night I've had than this New Years. Utterly fucked up.
At an afterparty I met, pursued and succeded in seducing a complete (albeit cute and goth) stranger. Which is just ridiculous in the first place. I'm the shyest and least charming person on the face of the planet. Especially with strangers. Morrissey's 1st incarnation. If you had told...
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At an afterparty I met, pursued and succeded in seducing a complete (albeit cute and goth) stranger. Which is just ridiculous in the first place. I'm the shyest and least charming person on the face of the planet. Especially with strangers. Morrissey's 1st incarnation. If you had told...
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morgan:
You know, I don't think I ever saw the bathrooms at prom. Weird.
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miloryan:
Well sir, you have my full support!
By the way, I was just talking to Nate today and they are renting a house on Hawthourne and 35th and they have a basement they wanna rent out to someone. So if you can't find a place of your own maybe you can rent from them.
By the way, I was just talking to Nate today and they are renting a house on Hawthourne and 35th and they have a basement they wanna rent out to someone. So if you can't find a place of your own maybe you can rent from them.
al:
Oh, baby... next time I'm in the area I can give you some good lovin'. It'll be just what the doctor ordered.
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nixon:
Me likens the new folder. 
adaline:
Oh fuck, you are the sweetest guy ever!! 
I was in Ptown for Christmas, but now im back in Chicago. I misss portland, the grey, all the crazy youths there. thats home to me. Have a great New Years cutie.
I was in Ptown for Christmas, but now im back in Chicago. I misss portland, the grey, all the crazy youths there. thats home to me. Have a great New Years cutie. So many Christmas sets I want to look at, so many grandparents around the house 
Its been a good Christmas. Acceptable on all accounts, no complete disasters which is the best you can hope for.
Was only driven slightly mad by Christmas songs and relatives. Even Christmas mass was interesting although still unpleasant. We found a seriously oldskool Catholic church. Latin mass, genuflect when entering...
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Its been a good Christmas. Acceptable on all accounts, no complete disasters which is the best you can hope for.
Was only driven slightly mad by Christmas songs and relatives. Even Christmas mass was interesting although still unpleasant. We found a seriously oldskool Catholic church. Latin mass, genuflect when entering...
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_dictionarygirl_:
What?! Gin is of the gods! 
And yeesh and condolences for hanging out with grandparents, but boy do I ever love weird old skool Catholic churches so yay on that!
And yeesh and condolences for hanging out with grandparents, but boy do I ever love weird old skool Catholic churches so yay on that!
judas:
oh, quit cryin'. i bet hundreds noticed but were too awestruck to make any commentary.
Dang. I forgot what I was updating with. Too drunk and distracted with angry schnausers. Something not emo. No one comments in your journal when you're emo and no comments in my journal makes me emo.
Merry Christmahanukwanzakah regardless. Ah! Fuck that schnauser. I'll reformate and update tomorrow.
You know, I was thinking about it earlier but I've never told anyone, mainly because it didn't...
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Merry Christmahanukwanzakah regardless. Ah! Fuck that schnauser. I'll reformate and update tomorrow.
You know, I was thinking about it earlier but I've never told anyone, mainly because it didn't...
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shal:
Merry Christmas, you drunk emo fuck.
blue:
yeah maybe something with graves, though not sure if they would except it... hope you have a spooky xmas 
I'd trade my entire wishlist to have gotten a job in Berkely back in September. Tonight I'm naturally emo but its not much better than clinical.
I came extremely close to winning $3,000 in the lottery yesterday. That would have been nice.
My goals are going backwards and turning into pipedreams and "Hitting rock bottom isn't a goddamn seminar, it not a weekend retreat" has...
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I came extremely close to winning $3,000 in the lottery yesterday. That would have been nice.
My goals are going backwards and turning into pipedreams and "Hitting rock bottom isn't a goddamn seminar, it not a weekend retreat" has...
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ninadelamorte:
i keep having to remind myself that my life problems are really not that horrible and that others have it way worse.
i allowed myself 2 hours of self pity yesterday. now i'm focusing on what i need to do to change the things making me miserable.
that's pretty good time. it used to be days,weeks, months sometimes years of poor,poor me before i'd slap myself in the face and yell "get ovr it!"
i allowed myself 2 hours of self pity yesterday. now i'm focusing on what i need to do to change the things making me miserable.
that's pretty good time. it used to be days,weeks, months sometimes years of poor,poor me before i'd slap myself in the face and yell "get ovr it!"
morgan:
Silly secret: to me you're kind of an SG celeb so I get all excited when you post in my journal!
Going to prom this year? If so we should actually introduce ourselves...I saw you at prom but I'm surprised I was brave enough to say hi to most of the people I did, normally I can barely bring myself to talk to small animals.
Whoa, I just confessed to chatting with small animals. Awesome.
Going to prom this year? If so we should actually introduce ourselves...I saw you at prom but I'm surprised I was brave enough to say hi to most of the people I did, normally I can barely bring myself to talk to small animals.
Whoa, I just confessed to chatting with small animals. Awesome.
Well that was fucked up.
Its been a fucked up 24 hours. Almost immediately after posting last night it was if my medication had worn off. Everything felt wrong and I couldn't concentrate and I couldn't enjoy anything and fell into despair. Instead of staying up until three drinking, flirting online and watching TV I went to bed before 11:00 and curled up into the...
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Its been a fucked up 24 hours. Almost immediately after posting last night it was if my medication had worn off. Everything felt wrong and I couldn't concentrate and I couldn't enjoy anything and fell into despair. Instead of staying up until three drinking, flirting online and watching TV I went to bed before 11:00 and curled up into the...
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al:
I send hugs and kisses for your sorrow.
blueberries:
I've been medicated since 7th grade. The times where I haven't been since for however many days for whatever reason (by accident) were hell. I have no idea what I'd do with out it.
That said, I have never in my life seen a bunch of wild turkeys blocking a road (once a huge one blocked the road and just stood there looking at us, but that was just one.).
That said, I have never in my life seen a bunch of wild turkeys blocking a road (once a huge one blocked the road and just stood there looking at us, but that was just one.).
Another overdue update... but theres just not much to talk about out here. As much as I enjoy spending December bitching to my mother about Mithras and the true meaning of Christmas I think I'm starting to get into the holiday spirit. Maybe I'm just excited to get a digital camera, if I do get one.
Or maybe its copious almost non-stop online flirting I've...
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Or maybe its copious almost non-stop online flirting I've...
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miloryan:
You like my Eris myspace coment eh? I see you have your hot pic back up on the avatar. MEOW!
summer:
Aw, i see you're not so bright either then 
Thankyou
xx
Thankyou
xx
Who needs friends when you have vices? Lovers on the other hand...
I'm leaning towards a serious narcotic addiction. Absinthe or Heroin. Possibly both.
What a slow night...
I'm leaning towards a serious narcotic addiction. Absinthe or Heroin. Possibly both.
What a slow night...
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trixie:
i'll come back someday. But it was snowing in portland today, the world has gone mad.
And once it's as cold as 20 degrees you start to not care anyway. That's what whiskey is for.
And once it's as cold as 20 degrees you start to not care anyway. That's what whiskey is for.
kengineer:
I resent that comment. I was going to laugh at you for being emo.
Bless you, but you do have your moments.
Bless you, but you do have your moments.
Oh man, I had a totally awesome update but its gone now. I lost due to sexy sexy circumstances.
And yet those circumstances weren't nearly sexy enough. Damn you circumstances!
As for the trivial garbage floating aimlessly in my life well I seem cursed to stay with 94 friends on myspace. Everytime I add a new friend another dissapears. Mysterious.
And although I was talking...
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And yet those circumstances weren't nearly sexy enough. Damn you circumstances!
As for the trivial garbage floating aimlessly in my life well I seem cursed to stay with 94 friends on myspace. Everytime I add a new friend another dissapears. Mysterious.
And although I was talking...
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erica:
Hyuk, hyuk.
nixon:
Yeah. What is it with me and boys what don't ever update their journals?
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josie:
pfft, well how could i take you off of my list? you live underwater AND have money floating all around you. that's too cool for school, man.
josie:
aww shucks, mister. *scuffs foot against floor*