dervious

I live in San Francisco now. No one fears to tread or dreads to hear...

Fuck it. Abba zabba, you my only friend...

I am content with my popularity.

orli:

Whaaaa?

Apr 6, 2006

dervious:

You may not remember me but you believed in me when noone did and the other day a girl said that she would be my friend. so i feel like i am popular enough in my life to be content. If my heart knows a solitude, it is a distant one.

is that what you are asking about? I'm not sure if I made you cry and you hit question mark instead of exclamation point by accident. plus I'm pondering a variety of intepertations for blue mr. red mouth.

actually I have to say I've never been this deep in a conversation on the internet. it doesn't really make sense to me that I should respond to you by posting something on my page. I'm not sure I'm doing this right and now I'm demoralized.

Apr 6, 2006

I am so lonely I would be friends with anyone.

kismi:

I'll be your friend.

Mar 26, 2006

Has anyone seen jeru tha damaja? I want to ask him some questions.

standing in stagnance?
the smell of smoldeing cerebellum?

I need a psychological pathos?
Designed to disguise my future dwelling?

(I got all these feelings boling inside my veins.)

I know a place where time stands still.
soft ocean breaks float hot off her lips...
fragmented starlight finds ways to chill
my mind and her body form a lunar eclipse

you aint gotta go away mad girl, just go away...

OK a reason to write. You know the song One in A Million by Guns n Roses? The really hateful and racist one where Axl talks about n*ggers and f*ggots and h*lies and imm*grants. But it's kind of a love song cause the hook is Youre one in a million, that's what you are, your'e one in a million you're a shooting star. So I'm...
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dranking again. tired from the new job. somewhere in the back of my mind, I'm thinking warm and crunchy...

Today is the 4th anniversary of 9/11, and I saw some lady from my neighborhood chasing another lady down the street with a baseball bat. They were both really overweight, which made it kind of funny because they both ran out of breath at the same time. So they ended up like 20 feet from each other, huffing and puffing, trying to swear at each...
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