derbear2688

Oh i need to lay of the drugs....

Anyway, ive been thinking about making a suicide girls guitar to use for the upcoming tour for Vengence for the Fallen, anyone have any thoughts? What i should put on it how i should design it anything like that? i could use some input, get back at me

Has any body on here actually thought about suicide before? it may not be the best thing to blog about but nothing is satisfying anymore. i cant find anything to please me. even my simple joys like drinking whiskey and watching a funny movie just make me bored and annoyed. hence my awful thoughts ive been having lately. ive been drunk for two days straight...
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what a glorious day in ohio. its sunny hot and im alone which makes for a very productive work day. and todays assignment; finish the last two songs for my metal band, and start planning practice and setting up our first tour which i have to fund by myself. with that said anyone who lend a hand, in the form of a club name in...
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Slap my ass and call me Shirley....

I just got out of the Hospital on monday, and im finally sober enough off of morphine and perks to function. Im stuck in my damn house for another month cause i have a huge gapin hole in my back that needs to heal. it sucks balls. sorry for the bad grammer and lack of punctuation butim kinnda...
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I just started part of my right arm sleeve. one picture, half my damn arm, its sick. ill try to post pics of the outline. by the way, if you live near me in ohio and you play an instrument get in touch with me i need a bass player and a drummer pretty bad

Much love
D.S.

Ok so its been about a year since my last post. What been going on? I have a VERY bad ass band, an awesome 14 track album coming out, and have generally been kicking ass. Just thought i would tell everyone. Ill have more blogs soon.

By the way...since im kinnda an idiot i gotta say, i still havent met too many people on here...
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Hi, My name is Derek and I'm an alchohalic