Rough morning, forgot I disabled my alarm clock the previous morning, and woke up way late! Instead of being up at 5 (snoozing till 530) my roommate woke me up at 7:30. I was almost on time, but traffic was terrible, fucking needed that overtime. Add insult too injury, I dropped my lunch, and watched as my chicken breast and a cup of rice covered the carpet on my way to the fridge. Luckily the pain stops there.
Lately I can't seem to shake this doom feeling. I have been unmotivated and distant; I still kick ass at work, but I don't want to cycle, or socialize, like my confidence is crushed. I'm sure i'll shake it, I will just need to quit being a bitch and get back out there in the mix. Just the girls I like, don't exactly find me exciting; tat free, piercing free (didnt used to be), not stacked, destroying handles of alcohol, ex military, or play guitar haha. Cant fucking win. that's a rant for another day I guess.
on the flipside, i keep seeing previews for "Apollo 18" and it looks fucking exciting. Im not a scary/gore movie person, but this looks good. Just wish they'd quit showing them. They're showing me all the fucking scenes!!
and has anybody ever torn flesh from a finger, with another finger? I slipped opening a bag of chips and my thumb nail tore a chunk from my pointer finger. That was Monday, and shit is still bleeding! Shit is getting all Hemo on me, fucking uncool.
Lately I can't seem to shake this doom feeling. I have been unmotivated and distant; I still kick ass at work, but I don't want to cycle, or socialize, like my confidence is crushed. I'm sure i'll shake it, I will just need to quit being a bitch and get back out there in the mix. Just the girls I like, don't exactly find me exciting; tat free, piercing free (didnt used to be), not stacked, destroying handles of alcohol, ex military, or play guitar haha. Cant fucking win. that's a rant for another day I guess.
on the flipside, i keep seeing previews for "Apollo 18" and it looks fucking exciting. Im not a scary/gore movie person, but this looks good. Just wish they'd quit showing them. They're showing me all the fucking scenes!!
and has anybody ever torn flesh from a finger, with another finger? I slipped opening a bag of chips and my thumb nail tore a chunk from my pointer finger. That was Monday, and shit is still bleeding! Shit is getting all Hemo on me, fucking uncool.
