denke

i just got back from manray where i had a decent time but got a bit confused. i hate when ppl are nice to me and then i say something stupid and sound like ass and then they avoid me. this is not quite what has happend,but its the same sort of feeling. i hate feeling like something i said could be interpreted wrong,but push comes to shove, and i just enjoy ackwardness too,i must, in order to put myself through so much with so little effort. oh well. i am what i am what i am what iam. what i is,what i aint, why the fuck dont i make you faint anyway?
off to the bathroom. but first I GOT A JOB!!! yeay! and it doesnt even suck!
so there! i hope my new coworkers tomrorow are super nice. i am sure they will be...