demonesskage

Unfortunately...yes.

*thinks happy thoughts, thinks happy thoughts*

I wish I had something to say to you that was more than the words I am typing. I find that words are so limited some times.

Your posts are beautiful is truthful.

Something did happen, you were reminded why it is important to live your life everyday. That was her gift to you. You honor her everyday by living your life that way

We didn't actually meet at Prom. But I had seen your name from time to time around the boards and think I knew your face, although at Prom I didn't put the face and name together. So I remember thinking to myself all night "who is that? damn, that girl's got style!". Only later did I put two and two together, I think through the SG prom group boards.

I may take you up on that hair cuttin' offer. I'm still not sure yet if I want to cut it. When it gets long, I have a real love/hate affair with it. Some days it looks cool (usually when it's weighed down after not having washed it in a couple of days), others I look like a complete idiot (like after it dries after it's been washed). I have that real thick textured hair that gets really poofy when dry. I think it might just be a matter of finding some sort of product or relaxer to deal with it. So I'm still on the fence on whether or not to cut it. But I'll let you know! I'm sure Clint can attest that my hair will be in good hands under your skilled direction.

You are such a knockout! Have fun in NYC whenever you get there!

Well I am off Sat nights until Tuesday morning. Hopefully I will see you soon to get those pics done.

I enjoy the sensualist perspective a great deal.
I often have similar feelings while smoking cigarettes or cigars and looking up at the stars.
Even when there is a breeze I attempt to create smoke rings. When I achieve my goal, the fleeting success remind me of all things ephemeral. There is a brief measure of control, and it is followed by the inevitability of all things created. Watching the ring dissipate is carthartic, an understanding that emotions also fade.

So, anyway. I like your work.

I know my update was lame Ill try to do better next time

I'm really sorry to hear about your sister. My best friend died at 20 too......It's aweful....but I love thinking about her, and all of the amazing time I did have with her. ....Birthdays are always the hardest for me. Mine and hers....knowing I'm getting older, and I left her back at 20....

I wish I could send hugs......but instead I'll just think love at you.

sorry sweet kage

be good to yourself

Hi. I love you.



btw, whenever I hear that line (or a spoof of it), I'm reminded of Mr. Rickman (whom I noticed is also in your pics folder), when he says it in the movie, Dogma.
mmm...that voice! could turn a straight man, gay.

I'm happy to hear that you're doing so well. And stayed sober! A raise and mad hours is great news, too. Lucky, lucky!

the thought of not feeling your own legs is somewhat appealing to me....... i like your style

nice new piercing too

xx

oh to be able to dance i'm too awkward i think. like big bird. not so cute now eh? haha

hope you're enjoying your week so far xx

I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I've been there. Things are looking up for me a bit but still I want to just run away somedays...other days I feel like I have no where to go and no one to talk to.

Please find someone to talk to about whats going on. Keep us posted.

Uhhhhh, yes it's for you, hence the "for you" part I wrote it then & there.
So what are you gettin pierced??

Gotta love De/Vision.

V

I read the first chapter. Excellent writing! Now I will have to read on.

It's under the name "..., the Sixth Demoness". Now I'm not sure if "..." is your real name or some reference I don't get.

does your tat refer to god from the machine, from greek story telling?

Thanks again, darlin'.

I beg to differ with you to a degree.

It's horrible to be alone, as we are social creatures.

It's horrible to be estranged from one who truly supported and cared for you.

Worse yet is the fear of losing other connections and kindred souls for the loss of that estranged person.

My sister had a friend, whom she met through her ex-husband... notice the past tense on both of those?

Why does it have to be that attachments can come apart so easily and take so long to form?

That is the tragedy. We have a finite amount of time on this Earth, and infinite ways to make that time miserable.

On the smile issue: to give someone a smile is karmically good, moreso than being honest and open to someone who isn't close enough to understand your current mood. A false smile given with good intentions is better than honesty given without consideration for the distress you might engender. Categorical imperative and Kant, wot wot.

no need to smile for others...if they are truly friends...they will understand the lack of smile.

and besides....i imagine you look just as gorgeous not smiling as smiling.

and sometimes being alone for awhile...just helps to make it better when your eventually with someone.