deminishlucidity

The new MydyingBride is in my possesion and its really fucking miserable which is ..Good..
How many albums can someone release and it be more miserable than the previous.

I cant wait to go to montreal in june to see my favorite band, Katatonia , and I might hitch a ride with my friends from my other fav band Daylight Dies
It will rawk.
Anyhow,...
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"...it is a way to forget all of last years failures..."

For everyone who wants to see my friends "prozac angels" .. Im working on getting pics.. plus she owes me one.. so If i get that i'll post it..

I may put up a website for her and anyone who is interested in purchasing some of her artwork may do so there.. or through me..

At home on a lonely st. patricks nite... listening to sarah mclachlan..
What the fuck?

If we think in terms of words.
How do babies think when they havent developed a vocabulary yet ?

"when you have noone... noone can hurt you"

Im suppose to hang out with boogie and dove tomorrow nite.. I cant wait.. I miss them dearly

Just once I wish to grasp one glimmer of hope

I consistently tear shit down.. I Hurt so..

I've reached the conclusion..
my conclusion, our conclusion...

I hate... but its a reflection of the way I feel for myself.
There is no happiness nor any sadness.
there is no anger. there is only nothingness.

I push away - any hope of anything...
who could care for this, I have a hard time myself.

I've made...
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"...And I pray you suffer long
And all the angels turn their backs
From the site of your pitiful face
No God will save your soul
For there is no love for you
You left that all behind
The day you learned to fucking speak"