demented

this has been such a long couple of years but hard work has finally paid of ....minus the drinkin (thank you god for the whiskey for i dont know what i would have done without it hahahah)........when your down keep tellin yourself that it all comes around ....cause it really does ...live your dreams no matter how hard you think it can and will be ....the shit pays off in time ......with most things anyways ........i love my life .....i have to say that this is the first time that i truely know what it means to be calm in the storm....my life is a shit storm right know and has never been harder than the last few years but all in all i cant complain im livin my dream everyday ....how many people can honestly say they are livin ther dream or dreams ? i know about 5 off the top of my head....i love my industry but hate my buisness ..............my painting is growing everyday and i cant get enough ....its onlt improving my art and im hungery for more i eat sleep shit art right now ...its amazing i hope i never lose it .. i hope i stay teachable till the day i die....and one day i will find love besides my art