I wish we wouldn't fight like this.
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dookiejones:
lick
julie:
I wanted to change it but i cant.....
disappointed again.
the sun came to strip the night sky, peel away her black.
aureate, it nudges apart her sleeping knees and spreads her open.
good morning. i haven't slept yet.
i am sweat soaked. ink stained. sleep starved. panting.
i haven't slept. i thought tonight (last night as it has become) would be the time that i finally figured her out.
my lover, lexeme....
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the sun came to strip the night sky, peel away her black.
aureate, it nudges apart her sleeping knees and spreads her open.
good morning. i haven't slept yet.
i am sweat soaked. ink stained. sleep starved. panting.
i haven't slept. i thought tonight (last night as it has become) would be the time that i finally figured her out.
my lover, lexeme....
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daversion:
yeah, i don't know which one now. i've had, like, four in the past ten minutes. heh. all on a whim.
dizzy:
yah. Purposefully so.
I am not particularly intelligent by nature. But, I decided a few years ago that I was going to do this and I've worked fucking hard. I'm going to shamelessly brag because I am proud of myself. I have a 4.0 GPA & I got a scholarship to go to UCSB.
I was happy as hell & all that about the scholastic achievement, to an...
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I was happy as hell & all that about the scholastic achievement, to an...
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fatality:
congratulations. i'm in a similar boat and know how good accomplishment can be after the delay of gratification has seemed so far off for so long. enjoy.
godsmoker:
Hi there. I absolutely love that 2nd pic you posted here! 
At this 'right now', this exact second - the one with the acrid smoke leaking from my cigarette and 'that' look in your eyes- I think you are the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen.
Beautiful like tragedy, like loving things that die.
Your eyes are wider than they were at 4:09, open wider than they will be at 4:11.
At 4:10, 'right...
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Beautiful like tragedy, like loving things that die.
Your eyes are wider than they were at 4:09, open wider than they will be at 4:11.
At 4:10, 'right...
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rannie:
muhaha.
muhaha.
arsenic:
I love you Jules.. 
I am always awake.
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dizzy:
Julie.. Dookies testicles hurt. 
erica:
The move went well. I'm a little disoriented so far. I left behind a boy that I had been dating for a year plus some. It was due time for that but a little heart breaking. I am still dealing with the after effects of all of this.
I hope you are doing well.
I hope you are doing well.
I, Melancholy Nostalgist:
(I, Bittersweet Melodramatist)
This weekend I
(Its funny how the things I feel the most are the words that sound like they belong to a bad junior high essay. Except that its not really funny.)
I remembered a life I once lived. I lived it again. The same Hollywood places and all the same faces, told the same stories while we sipped...
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(I, Bittersweet Melodramatist)
This weekend I
(Its funny how the things I feel the most are the words that sound like they belong to a bad junior high essay. Except that its not really funny.)
I remembered a life I once lived. I lived it again. The same Hollywood places and all the same faces, told the same stories while we sipped...
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arsenic:
see you in a couple days! 
llouys:
camera obscura is good.
lately i've been listening to the soundtrack to 'solaris' over and over.
i love the new elliott smith album but it bums m eout too much to listen
lately i've been listening to the soundtrack to 'solaris' over and over.
i love the new elliott smith album but it bums m eout too much to listen
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funktion:
so are you back in your casa? you are never up in the vamp hours anymore it seems.. 
dookiejones:
i miss your cuntish face
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the_gentleman:
*notices he's not on the friends list anymore* All of these name changes...I never know who's come or gone.
mistakesmade:
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaave fun!
She called me tonight. I was glad it was her. Shes the reason I plugged the phone back in.
So, anyway., she says immediately - as if she was continuing a conversation rather than initiating one, He is so confusing, Julie, I swear to fucking God.
She doesnt need to clarify her pronouns. I know without thinking and she says without speaking. Weve been having...
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So, anyway., she says immediately - as if she was continuing a conversation rather than initiating one, He is so confusing, Julie, I swear to fucking God.
She doesnt need to clarify her pronouns. I know without thinking and she says without speaking. Weve been having...
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thejuanupsman:
Sigh I miss you dear. But I think I am going away for a while. At least on the site. If you need me you know how to reach me.
chris_sick:
one way or another your journal entries always have a way of making me feel like complete and utter shit.
which is good, when you really think about it.
sort of.
which is good, when you really think about it.
sort of.
"Holy Jesus fuck!", she breathes.
I glance over at her.
She has lived here her entire life. She's watched this sun set behind the Pacific Ocean every afternoon. Or any afternoon that she bothered to look up and notice anyway. But, still the fiery pastels of dusk impressed her, so much so that she muttered blasphemous curses. She was skin and lips and things I...
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I glance over at her.
She has lived here her entire life. She's watched this sun set behind the Pacific Ocean every afternoon. Or any afternoon that she bothered to look up and notice anyway. But, still the fiery pastels of dusk impressed her, so much so that she muttered blasphemous curses. She was skin and lips and things I...
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smuffy:
oh and you and her have a lot in common...mainly your love for children with special needs. 
smuffy:
omg yes girl. I had the lyrics quoted in my profile a few weeks ago. I hear that song and I bawl like a baby.
oh and tina is a major saint. I spent one day with her and her students and I was exhausted just watching. plus I stated thinking how hard it must be for the parents. then I wondered what would become of them when they became adults. life is so unfair. seeing people like that makes our problems seem so small.
oh and tina is a major saint. I spent one day with her and her students and I was exhausted just watching. plus I stated thinking how hard it must be for the parents. then I wondered what would become of them when they became adults. life is so unfair. seeing people like that makes our problems seem so small.