Monday May 03, 2004

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spent the entire weekend working on a paper. took me until sunday morning to realize i should have been working on it all semester. after not sleeping or going out for two days i realized at around 5 this morning that there was no fucking way i was going to finish it for my class at 9. gave up went to bed. fuck. missed all of my classes because i was being a little emo pussy feeling sorry for myself. ate a big mac.
hey i dont drink & im vegan, thats like heroin to me.
someone tell me why i shouldnt just fucking shoot myself in the face?
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abracapocus:
Don't be so hard on yourself. It's no doubt got to be frustrating for precisely the fact that if you are normally prolific you feel you should be able to 'turn it on' whenever. I get a similar frustration when I design or draw and nothing seems to come out right, or even at all.


Hmmmm...I wish I had something more constructive to add than that...but I'm sure it will come smile just don't let it piss you off too much.
mc_escher:
there was this one time where i stayed up for nearly 3 days making myself crazy writing a term paper. somewhere around the 36th hour, i wrote on a post-it "you could have done this a long time ago". i stuck it along the edge of my monitor and i haven't been late on a paper in over a year. biggrin

[Edited on May 04, 2004 2:15AM]

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