I, Melancholy Nostalgist:
(I, Bittersweet Melodramatist)
This weekend I
(Its funny how the things I feel the most are the words that sound like they belong to a bad junior high essay. Except that its not really funny.)
I remembered a life I once lived. I lived it again. The same Hollywood places and all the same faces, told the same stories while we sipped...
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(I, Bittersweet Melodramatist)
This weekend I
(Its funny how the things I feel the most are the words that sound like they belong to a bad junior high essay. Except that its not really funny.)
I remembered a life I once lived. I lived it again. The same Hollywood places and all the same faces, told the same stories while we sipped...
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funktion:
so are you back in your casa? you are never up in the vamp hours anymore it seems.. 
dookiejones:
i miss your cuntish face
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the_gentleman:
*notices he's not on the friends list anymore* All of these name changes...I never know who's come or gone.
mistakesmade:
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaave fun!
She called me tonight. I was glad it was her. Shes the reason I plugged the phone back in.
So, anyway., she says immediately - as if she was continuing a conversation rather than initiating one, He is so confusing, Julie, I swear to fucking God.
She doesnt need to clarify her pronouns. I know without thinking and she says without speaking. Weve been having...
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So, anyway., she says immediately - as if she was continuing a conversation rather than initiating one, He is so confusing, Julie, I swear to fucking God.
She doesnt need to clarify her pronouns. I know without thinking and she says without speaking. Weve been having...
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thejuanupsman:
Sigh I miss you dear. But I think I am going away for a while. At least on the site. If you need me you know how to reach me.
chris_sick:
one way or another your journal entries always have a way of making me feel like complete and utter shit.
which is good, when you really think about it.
sort of.
which is good, when you really think about it.
sort of.
"Holy Jesus fuck!", she breathes.
I glance over at her.
She has lived here her entire life. She's watched this sun set behind the Pacific Ocean every afternoon. Or any afternoon that she bothered to look up and notice anyway. But, still the fiery pastels of dusk impressed her, so much so that she muttered blasphemous curses. She was skin and lips and things I...
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I glance over at her.
She has lived here her entire life. She's watched this sun set behind the Pacific Ocean every afternoon. Or any afternoon that she bothered to look up and notice anyway. But, still the fiery pastels of dusk impressed her, so much so that she muttered blasphemous curses. She was skin and lips and things I...
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smuffy:
oh and you and her have a lot in common...mainly your love for children with special needs. 
smuffy:
omg yes girl. I had the lyrics quoted in my profile a few weeks ago. I hear that song and I bawl like a baby.
oh and tina is a major saint. I spent one day with her and her students and I was exhausted just watching. plus I stated thinking how hard it must be for the parents. then I wondered what would become of them when they became adults. life is so unfair. seeing people like that makes our problems seem so small.
oh and tina is a major saint. I spent one day with her and her students and I was exhausted just watching. plus I stated thinking how hard it must be for the parents. then I wondered what would become of them when they became adults. life is so unfair. seeing people like that makes our problems seem so small.
Writer's Workshop Prompt: Sit still in a quiet room for ten minutes and pretend that you are photographing your sensory perceptions. Caption them.
this is 3:14 am. this is prepared. this is my lap. this is computer, thesaurus, notebook, 4 pencils and a lighter. this is me and blank pages. that is quiet boy is blank noises. this is big ideas and subtlety and blatant...
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this is 3:14 am. this is prepared. this is my lap. this is computer, thesaurus, notebook, 4 pencils and a lighter. this is me and blank pages. that is quiet boy is blank noises. this is big ideas and subtlety and blatant...
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burstandbloom:
you wrote 2 stories
?
did i miss one
?
i posted mine with the Cursive lyric
and gave you feedback on yours
i wish you had told me you had put yours up
i almost read it
but i forced myself not to
until i wrote mine
My borther bought me a book called Writer's Block
a couple years ago
it is a small book shaped like a block with ideas in it
check out the link
?
did i miss one
?
i posted mine with the Cursive lyric
and gave you feedback on yours
i wish you had told me you had put yours up
i almost read it
but i forced myself not to
until i wrote mine
My borther bought me a book called Writer's Block
a couple years ago
it is a small book shaped like a block with ideas in it
check out the link
smuffy:
meh. i'm ok. you know how it is. i'm getting the cold shoulder again. but i'm leaving in one day for two weeks so hopefully going away will make me feel better. oh and you know how i told you my ex was on good terms with me? well that all changed. he sent me a very nasty email cursing me the fuck out again. 
i'll try to drop by before i go...love ya!
i'll try to drop by before i go...love ya! 
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burstandbloom:
what exactly do i owe you for that citique
?
i think this is the piece that interests me the most out of the ones ive written - although the second story i wrote i liked a lot, it was small though and i dont remember anybody giving me any feedback, fuckers -
so i think i will be revising the latest one and trying to get it good enough to publish
we will see
what do you think of the CURSIVE song
?
?
i think this is the piece that interests me the most out of the ones ive written - although the second story i wrote i liked a lot, it was small though and i dont remember anybody giving me any feedback, fuckers -
so i think i will be revising the latest one and trying to get it good enough to publish
we will see
what do you think of the CURSIVE song
?
burstandbloom:
"don't want to be seen as a pretty thing
'Cause it's the pretty things that we're always breaking..."
good pick
ill write something too
but probably not tonight
i have to finish writing this article about the New Orleans Hornets for this magazine im working for
i need to hook it up fat
so i can get some free season tickets and get in with the Hornets
'Cause it's the pretty things that we're always breaking..."
good pick
ill write something too
but probably not tonight
i have to finish writing this article about the New Orleans Hornets for this magazine im working for
i need to hook it up fat
so i can get some free season tickets and get in with the Hornets
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odette:
oh i changed my email and there was a typo.... long story short: please send again?
they better watch it!!!
they better watch it!!!
odette:
nuttin. just me an the boy at the house alone. were gonna watch cartoons proly. what are you doin?
Before I force more of my writing down your throats....everytime I post a new page, someone thanks me for sharing about my childhood. It's completely fictionalized. And....cue eyes glazing over.........
NOW.
Page 108 for that ass:
[In the summer of 1989, we moved into my mother's childhood home.]
The wood flesh of 702 Shannon Way bore mute scars, silently taunting Emelia and I with the...
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NOW.
Page 108 for that ass:
[In the summer of 1989, we moved into my mother's childhood home.]
The wood flesh of 702 Shannon Way bore mute scars, silently taunting Emelia and I with the...
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scopitone6248:
BWAAAHAHAHHAHAHAA!!!!
YES!
RESULT!!
YES!
RESULT!!
pb:
my god(dess) that just amazing. i'm beginning to learn it takes more than just an instinctual way with words to write something that good. much respect and admiration to you, dear. don't be discouraged, you could be me.
-pb
-pb
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maurauder:
I was reading Newsweek last night and I came accross a word I didn't know. Of course I thought of you.
picayune (P)Pronunciation Key(pk-yn)
adj.
1. Of little value or importance; paltry. See Synonyms at trivial.
2. Petty; mean.
It's a good one, no?
picayune (P)Pronunciation Key(pk-yn)
adj.
1. Of little value or importance; paltry. See Synonyms at trivial.
2. Petty; mean.
It's a good one, no?
moralitydies:
wow.
just wow.
just wow.
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thedishwasher:
i love ya girlie! i got your postcard today, you best believe rach and i are gonna visit, im sooo looking forward to it!
erica:
I am moving back to Toronto. I can't wait! I get to be around family and not pay rent for a while. It'll be fun.
Inspired by Respect
From this place of fantasy, of unreality and delusion, a mind- as alive as my own, has birthed itself into a tangible form. A man has come from an identity sheathed in facade and hidden by alias.
The name you know him by is not the name that his chocolate-skinned mother, in her leopard skin pants, called out the window to bring...
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From this place of fantasy, of unreality and delusion, a mind- as alive as my own, has birthed itself into a tangible form. A man has come from an identity sheathed in facade and hidden by alias.
The name you know him by is not the name that his chocolate-skinned mother, in her leopard skin pants, called out the window to bring...
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pb:
wow.
so, SG has sort of turned out well for you then?
i remember the first day you dropped by my journal. you were kinda iffy about the whole thing...
send me the info on that paypal account whateverthing.
-pb
so, SG has sort of turned out well for you then?
i remember the first day you dropped by my journal. you were kinda iffy about the whole thing...
send me the info on that paypal account whateverthing.
-pb
pb:
email.
lately i've been listening to the soundtrack to 'solaris' over and over.
i love the new elliott smith album but it bums m eout too much to listen