delusion:
Sorry, no n00dz.
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scuderiaferrari:
*rubs your feet*
thejuanupsman:
Hey i am ok. Or at least I will be. And dont ever worry about not knowing what to say. Just letting me know you are there and concerned helps a lot. But the real question is, are you Ok? If you need to talk or vent let me know. Oh and my daughter says to tell you that you are beautiful. She has good taste. 
i took this pic on accident while trying to plug the camera into my laptop. i think its completely bad ass because its no make up hair in a do rag me-ness. not trying to smile or be cute, just plain old ornery and addicted me....
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moralitydies:
how cool. i have a new friend. thats 2 this week. the chick "gia" on my friend list just asked me to be on her friend list out of the blue. i have never talked to her, she has never posted in my journal, and i have never seen her on any thread. But, who am i to turn down friendship? has that ever happend to you? 
toneski:
that would be a little on the freaky side...like going to see Clockwork orange, and as you head for some sodas and popcorn...seeing a giant ceramic penis walking up... I guess that is kinda different though
Did I ever tell you that you have are indistinguishably and uncomprehensibly aesthetically pleasing?
*thats a whole lotta syllabalism...want me...want me bad *
that would be a little on the freaky side...like going to see Clockwork orange, and as you head for some sodas and popcorn...seeing a giant ceramic penis walking up... I guess that is kinda different though
Did I ever tell you that you have are indistinguishably and uncomprehensibly aesthetically pleasing?
*thats a whole lotta syllabalism...want me...want me bad
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moralitydies:
Its actually the back of my Hot Water Music jacket. HWM is probably my favorite band, but I don't like to list my favorites on my profile because people want to rush to judgment by the bands you listen to. I'd rather not get caught up in all of that shit.
I have been growing my hair out for a while for the sole purpose of getting a mohawk in the second week of June while I'm on vacation. Its coming up, but I'll probably just grow it back out after i cut my hawk because I like this length. I like you profile pic, very white trash ( and I mean that in the nicest way possible )
I have been growing my hair out for a while for the sole purpose of getting a mohawk in the second week of June while I'm on vacation. Its coming up, but I'll probably just grow it back out after i cut my hawk because I like this length. I like you profile pic, very white trash ( and I mean that in the nicest way possible
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the_gentleman:
And you look 85...
i finally got to the doctor today to get my foot checked out (hammer incident, last week for anyone who remembers) & it turns out it is broken in 2 & possibly 3 places. its too late to get a full fiberglass cast but i have a fucking stupid metal/plastic boot thing that i have to wear for 6 weeks. the worst part is that...
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thejuanupsman:
God even your comments in people's journals are awesome reading. Just read your comments in PB's and you summed up the problem with every writing class or instructor I have ever had. I never really started getting anywhere on anything until I stopped trying to do things the way I had been taught.. Now I think for the first time I am going to finish something longer than a short story, Don't know if it will be any good but at this point I will settle for finishing the story I want to tell.
On a side note. Ouch you were harsh to the fat girls. You got a mean streak
On a side note. Ouch you were harsh to the fat girls. You got a mean streak
abracapocus:
Doggie's doin' better thanks!
Broke yer foot?!! Can we call ya Gimpy? or how about Gimp?
No no. I hope it heals up fast so you can once again run faster than the fat kids.
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Broke yer foot?!!
Can we call ya Gimpy? or how about Gimp?
No no. I hope it heals up fast so you can once again run faster than the fat kids.
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im trying to book a trip to either the bahamas or jamaica this summer, but i've never been anywhere really. any suggestions? all i know i want for sure is somewhere beachy, not hawaii...
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decedent:
i've never left the east coast, but if i had to choose, i think i would go to jamaica.
eurisko:
ugh, i know what that boot ma-jigger looks like, all hard plastic. im sorry, i know it isnt the most visually stimulating piece of footwear. i hope that bad boy heals up soon. and thanks for the concern.
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Doubt, for me, was served up on a platter by my sensible shoed mother who had taught kindergarten for the past 10 years. Her parents had both taught elementary school for fifteen years and were now principals of matching urban impoverished elementary schools.
My childhood was an externally expanding shelf of age appropriate books, summer school classes and day trips to the Natural...
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Doubt, for me, was served up on a platter by my sensible shoed mother who had taught kindergarten for the past 10 years. Her parents had both taught elementary school for fifteen years and were now principals of matching urban impoverished elementary schools.
My childhood was an externally expanding shelf of age appropriate books, summer school classes and day trips to the Natural...
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pedigree_chump:
hey, how'd i not put you on my friend-list that time! i onlu hope *you* remember me!
no time to read your journal tonight, but i will.
how have you been?! (by the way, i'm jumping from that "I feel slighted" thread on the boards, in case your confuzzled). 
no time to read your journal tonight, but i will.
how have you been?! (by the way, i'm jumping from that "I feel slighted" thread on the boards, in case your confuzzled).
eurisko:
i find out my test results wednesday, and its more than just the blood vessels in my hands... which is raynards or renauds syndrome, i cant read my doctors writing. i was also tested for hypoglycemia/diabetes, because that runs on my moms side of the family and i have weird reactions to some things i eat. and it was also testing me for anemia and arthritis. so yeah let me tell you, i am eagerly anticipating the visit, and i get to go to work right after. so lets hope page 4 is ready by then, you already have me on a cliffhanger here, which is funny because im not really much of a reader because i tend to get bored quickly, but im actually anticipating it. and i have a feeling the doctor is going to suck, mainly because i fear him, so page 4 will cheer me up.
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[Edited on May 23, 2004 3:40PM]
well if youre having girl problems i feel bad for you, son. i got 99 problems but a bitch aint one.....
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abracapocus:
Yup. That stuff is not right. "May have side effeects" my ASS! 
metaleric:
Jigga what?
That's all the Jay-Z I know.
That's all the Jay-Z I know.
okay, so i know that a lot of girls do the whole self deprecation thing because they seem to think it is somehow cute or endearing. i fucking hate cunts like that. i am being 100% real and open and honest when i say that it is incredibly difficult for me to share my writing. especially when i dont feel like it completely polished. so...
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thejuanupsman:
I think I heart your mother. Any chance she might be willing to adpot me? Plus you are much cooler than any of my sisters. But it might make my crush feel a little creepy. 
The piece is great. The only thing I can say as far as criticism goes is that the first few sentences didn't flow for me as well as everything else I have read from you. But I am not even sure that it is a bad thing. Some of my favorite writers feel very choppy at times.
To be honest I don't feel qualified to criticize your work. Your talent so far exceeds mine that I am awed.....
I understand by the way about how hard it is to show other people your work. I only rarely do it and probably won't again until what I am writing now is finished. If it ever is...
The piece is great. The only thing I can say as far as criticism goes is that the first few sentences didn't flow for me as well as everything else I have read from you. But I am not even sure that it is a bad thing. Some of my favorite writers feel very choppy at times.
To be honest I don't feel qualified to criticize your work. Your talent so far exceeds mine that I am awed.....
I understand by the way about how hard it is to show other people your work. I only rarely do it and probably won't again until what I am writing now is finished. If it ever is...
hopesfall:
actually i do know of saosin
okay, so i know that a lot of girls do the whole self deprecation thing because they seem to think it is somehow cute or endearing. i fucking hate cunts like that. i am being 100% real and open and honest when i say that it is incredibly difficult for me to share my writing. especially when i dont feel like it completely polished. so...
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maurauder:
Oh I read it - twice! I was going to read it a couple more times before commenting.
maurauder:
Just wanted to be able to say it right.
Everything past the first Coastal Access-----> is beautiful. You paint a clear image and it flows in that way that I forget I'm reading and instead just see it. Perfect.
The opening paragraph, in my opinion, seems a little stiff. Your use of 'flowery' words seems to contradict the mood of the scene. It just doesn't seem to read as easily. The word 'aquiesced' jumps out at me and makes me stumble - it seems out of place.
Thats my uneducated opinion, I know nothing about writing accept that I've read a lot of it. Overall I really love it. Can't wait to read more.
Everything past the first Coastal Access-----> is beautiful. You paint a clear image and it flows in that way that I forget I'm reading and instead just see it. Perfect.
The opening paragraph, in my opinion, seems a little stiff. Your use of 'flowery' words seems to contradict the mood of the scene. It just doesn't seem to read as easily. The word 'aquiesced' jumps out at me and makes me stumble - it seems out of place.
Thats my uneducated opinion, I know nothing about writing accept that I've read a lot of it. Overall I really love it. Can't wait to read more.
so...wanted or not...i am going to begin at the beginning and post my book page by page rather than in fragments. dont worry about sparing my feelings i am a cocky motherfucker so i invite criticism even if it isnt constructive so PLEASE, any feedback is more than welcomed.
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thejuanupsman:
hmm still feel like I have pretty bad timing.
I started at a community college too. spent 4 years there. longer than any other school. Congratulations on getting your first choice.
sorry to hear that. A lot of people I know think comfortable is good, but I have comfortable and it is not enough. But I still think what I told him a few days ago is true, he is (was?) a lucky man to have you. I hope it works out. Either way
You could never shit on my happy day. I look forward to your comments and journals. Missed them these last few days when you had stuff going on. not that i didnt understand but you know basically I am a selfish bastard so...
yeah hope you are doing ok.
I started at a community college too. spent 4 years there. longer than any other school. Congratulations on getting your first choice.
sorry to hear that. A lot of people I know think comfortable is good, but I have comfortable and it is not enough. But I still think what I told him a few days ago is true, he is (was?) a lucky man to have you. I hope it works out. Either way
You could never shit on my happy day. I look forward to your comments and journals. Missed them these last few days when you had stuff going on. not that i didnt understand but you know basically I am a selfish bastard so...
yeah hope you are doing ok.
maurauder:
*patiently waits for page one to arive*
*begins tapping foot*
*looks around wildly, sighs a lot (loudly)*
*looks at watch for 17th time in 2 minutes, runs hand thru hair*
*delusion passes by, maurauder glares furiously*
BRING ON THE BOOK!
*begins tapping foot*
*looks around wildly, sighs a lot (loudly)*
*looks at watch for 17th time in 2 minutes, runs hand thru hair*
*delusion passes by, maurauder glares furiously*
BRING ON THE BOOK!
hmmm...well i was going to post some excerpts of my stuffs but i realized that starting anywhere but the beginning would be really confusing, as its vaguely postmodern and fragmented as it is. so if anyone wants me to, i think ill just post a page a day for awhile, starting at the beginning. though some parts ive already posted...i think it might be more...
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toneski:
Sounds like you wrote the book on being a cunt
You should be cocky, if you aren't you are just a limp dick... and those are no fun to play with.
Are you still here even? I fell asleep at the keyboard for a minute
Sounds like you wrote the book on being a cunt
You should be cocky, if you aren't you are just a limp dick... and those are no fun to play with.
Are you still here even? I fell asleep at the keyboard for a minute
pb:
i would be your number one, err, maybe number 2 (behind 
) fan. i would love to be humbled and totally in awe of your writing on a daily basis.
i haven't been posting anything of substance lately...mayhaps i'll post the scribble i wrote on a steno pad in like 5 minutes today whilst bored at work.
yes, i worked 0630 to 530 today with no lunch.
not much actual work, just a lot of sitting around. got to indulge and read a lot of Lovecraft. ppl kept coming by to bother the ever loving fuck out of me by asking what i'm so obviously engrossed in to shut them out.
that christian fundamentalist guy looked sort of offended and a little frightened when i showed him. that's always fun.
-pb
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) fan. i would love to be humbled and totally in awe of your writing on a daily basis.
i haven't been posting anything of substance lately...mayhaps i'll post the scribble i wrote on a steno pad in like 5 minutes today whilst bored at work.
yes, i worked 0630 to 530 today with no lunch.
not much actual work, just a lot of sitting around. got to indulge and read a lot of Lovecraft. ppl kept coming by to bother the ever loving fuck out of me by asking what i'm so obviously engrossed in to shut them out.
that christian fundamentalist guy looked sort of offended and a little frightened when i showed him. that's always fun.
-pb
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