delusion

I just logged onto Aim, but you're nowhere to be found...

The weekend was fine. I fucked myself up sat night, so i had to kick her out sunday morning.

jesus, that's heavy. be nice if once in a great while i wasn't so caught up in myself i could do nice things for people i care about like you do. yeah.

sorry about your friend, that's tragic, but that doesn't mean everyone who has ever done acid is an asshole or you should automatically hate them. least of all me, since we're pals. and be nicer to dankrubis, he's a big gun(a great writer) and a very nice, smart guy.

if you talk to him before i do, tell christopher he was on my mind all weekend and i'm wishing him the best.

I hate W. Bush. Fucker.

they made me go to a strip club tonight.

holy god, i am so drunk righ tnow.
please forgve me for my sins.
oh well.

i suppose i shoudl enjoy it.
i seriosly considered flying you up to send me off. if you want, don;t doubt that i will.

you are now officially, the best person ever.
thanks for being there.
patronize - 3. to treat in a condescending manner.

you didn't do so after all. talk to you tomorow

point taken.

the motives of most people are always deemed questionable, both here and in the waking world- but, as in my "real life", i am often pleasantly suprised.
i mean, you're here, althought perhaps not much longer, and that means something.

more than i realize, strangers can care.
hippy-free-love-verbal-vomit aside, we are all of a species, as cliche as the thought may be.

i can't concisely verbalize what i feel right now-my apologies.
i'm Laura.

Julie. Au natural? Honest?

Okay. Much respect, girl.


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(Jianda)

I still think this is a great story...

You're right. I don't know you, nor would I attempt to pretend to know you...the caring thing though, that's rough. I care about people I don't know, it's only the people I have met, and given the chance to get to know, and have failed-those are some of the people I don't care to care about...

People know you only as much as you allow them to. But they care as much as they choose to. How's the computer situation coming along?

hi Del.... ......your all that is rad.

I am pleased with the creative slacker photoshop homage. I just laughed my face off. HEH. No one will ever know our secret. Then again, people can see that and think I have a bowel problem. HA! SO FUNNY!!

this is good, like the fount between my uprights let it flow my dear let it flow. and may the glow of the keys keep you warm in your quest for that prose that is just a vein of your soul.

Make us proud Delly baby!

i'd have loved you selling your body, however, oh wait.
perhaps ill give you a call later, and that will cheer you up.

cual es su buena idea?

Will do.

damn, and i thought i had everyone beat because my recent first date lasted eight and a half hours and my second sixteen. total twentyfour hours spent together in forty-eight.

but no, you had to one up me.

feels good, tho' don't it?

and you should take your cock of aerosal's mouth long enough so the two of you can contribute actual, you know, writing to the writer's group.