deliriumgrey

My self-esteem sucks, gasp! No way right? Especially im taking pictures like that. I always have to fight myself from putting myself down. I just get jealous of other girls figures. Not saying mine isn't bad just, the media got having big tits makes a woman etched in my brain... I know the solution for that is getting a boob job, I just can't do that. Surprisingly, in pretty happy with my body, as should everyone else. I can understanding wanting to alter one self a bit, but do it for yourself. I mean, how could you expect someone to love you when you can't love yourself.... Unless of course that's what you live off. Anyways, I like myself non altered, physically, but I do LOVE, and would love, to have a shit load of tattoos and piercings and maybe some crazy colored hair do. What tattoo and piercings is to me is what make up is for girls that "need" it to look good. I just enjoy walking around naked sometimes but, everytime I look in the mirror, I always feel like im missing something... Well, fuck having to find a golden job that will freely showcase my body art, I'll just stockpile on shitloads of long sleeves !