dekansilent

these past couple days have been a complete bust, i've done nothing but sitting around. i could've at least tried to finish a song or write or something, but no i did nothing. i thought about a lot of things though. i've decided that before the end of summer i'm going to goto canada and florida. don't ask me why i chose those places i just feel i need to go, something is calling me to those places. have you ever gotten that feeling that you should be somewhere and don't know why? but if anyone knows anywhere cool to visit in those areas let me know.

tonight it's really cold outside, i think it's only 15 degrees out and the roads are probably really shitty. as you can probably tell i'm kind of bored out of my mind cause i'm just rambling on about stupid stuff, but that's alright i doubt anyone is going to read this and i have nothing better to do before i start getting tired enough to goto sleep. did you ever go out to eat with some of your friends and they are all with their girlfriends or boyfriends and you are the only one there without someone? that happened tonight and it felt incredibly weird. so far it's been about half a year to 3/4 year since i had someone that i can consider my girlfriend. in a way i'm happy and in a way i'm not. there is a lot of things i miss about it... oh well i guess like they say someone is bound to come along.