degraded

still scared of showing my true self or preoccupied with things that are important to other people-namely bills and bill collectors but i'm not going to do that anymore. i've decided i only want to love people with all i got and then some. even if that means they'll have to suffer through me being uncomfortable. furthermore i need, yes need, to get more involved on here because if there's anyone i should be loving and making a connection with it's you all.

also wut up with not letting us delete blogs or change blog categories from blank to something!? but na it's cool do. i've got a plan