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i love that i spend my days not talking to anyone and then come home to get that needed release here. it's weird how i've just grown into it too; the not wanting to talk to anyone i don't admire. i guess it's grown out of simply wanting to be admired by people i admire more so than from people i don't which is also why i find that speaking my mind here is a better outlet than facebook because it's less likely i'll get noticed by people i don't admire as i get to pick who my friends really could be and because i pretty much already admire everyone on this site just for being on it.