deflicted

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and i know you can see right through me so let me go...
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""i can not speak i've lost my voice i'm speechless and redundant cause i love you's not enough i am lost for words"""

fractured my foot tuesday nite it hurts like a btch oh well thats what u get for being a good sumaritan
...........i want my pity party!!!!!!!!!

wow i hate being outta money and how come the world fucking hates me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so just foundout when my court date is yay i feel like fucking hitting someething

loves mass effect2

if you feel empty then why do u also seem to feel emptyer or more empty how is that even possible???

abbiss is leaving and it hurts my heart to hear it amd very sad this news makes me. my first crush was on a red head so you and all the other sgs, and redheaded devil women etc all hold a special place in my heart. i love getting on sg and doing my best to interact and connect with everyone.........god i sound like a...
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im watching the roseanne -- the one where we all find out jackie was getting beat up my her bf fisher and dan goes over there to kick his ass and gets arrested etc etc ..............

and it fucking blows my mind time and time again .... and i wish i could start a whole discussion on it but them i dont feel like getting...
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too many downs but not enuff ups like if u read my blog from today ud know im mixed up at times and others im not quite so much .... i like the not so much i feel in control this way

so where do i do where do i go what do i do i ask questions the same questions all the time do we do i get answers

more or less what do i do

sit around and watch one tree hill and porn and jack off

dont know what to do or where to go
i dont know who to gogo
im lost
i...
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nother burffday in the hole