Thursday Sep 27, 2012

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Tomorrow shall be most exciting day of life just about lol!!!! And I get to leave the state yay! I'm excited as shit lol
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myburdenbore:
Have a blast babe!
hectorian:
yes, have a great time!!!

Saturday Sep 22, 2012

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all things go to perfect to hell in a hand basket 0 to 60 lmao, im ok though, i think i may be getting stronger like i once was, this is good and bad, cuz strong for me =numb for me as well, so to quote a good friend of mine *gotta find that perfect balance* having this heart can very much be a burden...
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abjabber:
I think its definitely good that you are writing and expressing your feelings. Use heartache to create something and channel the energy in a positive direction. I really hope that trip comes through for you because you need and deserve it. I'm sure you have plenty of support but if you ever need to talk, don't be afraid to reach out, lord knows I have way too much free time. So sorry that Clemson lost, I know that can't help anything. Hope things get better soon lovekiss
cleokat:
frown Love you, girl! We never exchanged our dirty laundry haha. Don't worry. Things will be okay. I too am at the point where I feel like any minute, I'm going to freak out >< It's not a good feeling. Don't be afraid to text me when things are looking down, because I'm here smile I'm here for the good things too!! FEEL BETTER!! And man, having things postponed sucks, but you'll get that trip, dammit!! kiss

Wednesday Sep 19, 2012

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Today started off slow, (nick woke me late so i took meds late lol) went to store grabbed some clothes NEW TAPOUT JACKET YAY!! lol came back continued working on my cabbage and lintel soup i have to live off of for 6 days (due to the inflamation on my lower intestines) , i played violin and piano today and omfg twas better than sex!...
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abjabber:
You so funnylovekiss
cleokat:
Boo to the no sex haha Yay for the trip!!

Tuesday Sep 18, 2012

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OHHH IVE MISSED YOU ALL! sorry ive not been on as much, been hella busy getting everything unpacked and situated and such, been nuts!!! going back to work soon most likely november or so, i miss bartending and mixing and competing and what not!!!, i CANT wait to go to NC next week to see my amazing friend! then were going to beach for a...
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hectorian:
hope you end up feeling better soon!!!! and cant wait to check out new pics from you smilelove
cleokat:
I'm excited for you! Don't apologize, I think we all understand. Moving is hectic!!

Sunday Sep 16, 2012

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And just like that, one call from mom in tears, plans for next week and week after I have a bad feeling aren't gonna happen, it's never ceases to shock me that a mere bad dream can break my heart, waking up alone and manic isn't fun either, nick gets a day off and plays xbox then goes to bed at 5 pm over slept...
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abjabber:
I hadn't heard from you and was worried. I hoped you were having a good timefrown I wish I had more than words to offer. That's the disadvantage of the internet, you can't give a friend a hug when they need it.lovekiss
tactical:
feel better

Thursday Sep 13, 2012

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AGHHHH!!! TIS ALMOST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SOOOOO EXCITED NOT SAYING WHY BUT KNOW IM EXCITED AND IM BOUT TO HAVE A VERYVERYVERY EPIC ADVENTURE!!!! biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin woot!! lmao
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cleokat:
Thank you biggrin
hectorian:
you crazy girl!! lol

Wednesday Sep 12, 2012

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FINALLY MOVED IN!! now to unpack all these boxes, i slept 7hours first time in 2 days, it felt amazing, very busy day today and tis getting sooooo close to time for friend to come home omgomgomg!!! also tis my best friends bday but he working and i cant get up to chapin scfrown he knows i love em and wish bday wishes thoughsmile,...
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cleokat:
That would be a beautiful thing smile Haha too bad we don't know how to teleport!
Yay, I'm glad you're moved in. Shiii, I've been living in this house since July and all my stuff isn't unpacked yet!
I loved that staircase picture, so I can't wait to see what you do with your new one biggrin
hectorian:
congrats, on getting settled in!!! smile cant wait to see how weird you can get!love

Saturday Sep 08, 2012

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*Holding my heavy world in His Palms*

addicted to his mind, addicted to his heart, addicted to his thoughts,
a chemical dependency from the start,

in love with his courage, in love with his soul, in love with the mere thought of him,
in love with what makes him whole.

drowning in my dreams of him, drowning in the bliss, drowning in a sea of...
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abjabber:
Are you ready for some football?

Stupid question, I knowlovekiss
abjabber:
They play in the Sunday night game on NBC, I think against Denver. I'll be able to watch it since I'm off at 6.

Friday Sep 07, 2012

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as much as i always dread and hate change, im ready for newness! i need excitement and such to keep my brain from fighting with itself and these manic episodes lol. today i awoke to nick talkin bout the future and knowing i have an extreme phobia of aging and wasting life and such, he just had to bring up the fact we only have...
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abjabber:
I remember the dark one you posted and took out and the nice one you replaced it with. I'll have to check out Facebook. lovekiss
hectorian:
damn, hope things stay in the present for you and that every thing works out! keep your chin up
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