pics and such soon, been under weather *probably partying too much lmao* bahhh no such thing... off to block buster to rent games to entertain me and get my mind off some things i dont wanna dwell on... as for the situation ive blogged about many times in reguards to a dear friend and such... i had to walk... ill always be here for'em as a friend, i love him to death but also im not a door mat, nor a toy in the chest thats only brought out when bored... may not be the case but sure as shit feels like it so alas,. for once in my life im actually not going to sit and feel pathetic and dwell on the pain and sadness im gonna think of it as a lesson and know that for once in my life i actually got sucked in the game and def lost... yupyup love youse guys