dedlyniteshade

*Holding my heavy world in His Palms*

addicted to his mind, addicted to his heart, addicted to his thoughts,
a chemical dependency from the start,

in love with his courage, in love with his soul, in love with the mere thought of him,
in love with what makes him whole.

drowning in my dreams of him, drowning in the bliss, drowning in a sea of his smile,
drowning in visions of his kiss.

the way his eyes are perfect, in color, lash and grace,
the way the curvature of his lips so perfectly rest on his face,

burning when i close my eyes, burning when i speak, on my mind every second of the day,
engulfed in flames kindled within, for i am weak,

beautiful in nature, beautiful in my mind, beautiful in my eyes,
unconditional friendship, that beauty is hard to find,

clouded days so stormy, so stormy i cant see through, clouds building in my head,
then his light began to pierce through,

a hero to many, as brave a hero as anyone could be,
also and most sincerely , hes a hero to me,

rescuing me from a sad day, rescuing me from my brain, rescuing me from the downsides,
rescuing me from what drives me insane,

like a drug i need him, need him in my life no matter as what,
after rereading what ive written ,
i love him more than i thought...