dedlyniteshade

i dont like being awoken with heavy conversation, it sets for a very stressful day for me lol, all i wanna think about is getting this house all finished today and packing my bags to ditch this hellhole for a week or so and EVERYONE in it! this week of beach time i don't want to think about...#1.aging, and not being where i thought id be in life. #2.stressing over money and getting reliable car.#2.what the hell were gonna do when nick gets out military,#4.how every person i get close with moves away,#5.My brother/that whole situation,and last but not least#6. TIME!!! i dont want to think about how fast time is flying and im accomplishing nada! ..... I really wish the internet was up and running where im going (it actually might be so if so ill def use ipod to get on here!!! Sorry to rant, ive been handling stress alot better now thanks to a few pals i met from here a while back that i became UBER close with, one of em's gonna be outta touch for a lil while sadly and tis kinda my "go to guy" so tis gonna be a bit sad lmao. I assure you all shall have badass pics and vids from trip and at some point today shall be uploading *50 SHADES OF WET* PICTORIAL i did yesterday.... (forewarning NOT MUCH GLAM TO THIS ONE PERTY NATURAL...