I cruised the ghetto to get my ID only to find that because I was born in England, I would need to have my birth certificate in order to receive a license. I seriously walked from 118th street all the way to 169th and ninety first avenue for that.
I was not robbed, shot, stabbed, or raped, which is nice.
I probably shouldn't talk that...
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I was not robbed, shot, stabbed, or raped, which is nice.

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FUCK YEAH!
Queens! That's where it's at!
I love my Latvian roomie! She is awesome. I bet we'll become best friends before the end of the month.
I want to meet some people out here now and find some spots. Any suggestions?
Best,
Crazy-face
Queens! That's where it's at!
I love my Latvian roomie! She is awesome. I bet we'll become best friends before the end of the month.
I want to meet some people out here now and find some spots. Any suggestions?
Best,
Crazy-face
Blue sky. You can see it overhead, everywhere, except for that sharp wooden angle you, while sweating profusely, clutching a metal stick about three inches long, with dumb fingers, attempt to pound into place.
You experience these sorts of moents all of the time: working on houses; putting up siding; painting; drilling; destroying walls. There's purity.
It's not so much the work that I do,...
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You experience these sorts of moents all of the time: working on houses; putting up siding; painting; drilling; destroying walls. There's purity.
It's not so much the work that I do,...
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ragesong:
Unfortunately, intellectually minded HUMANS are few and far between, women included. There are exceptions though, and there are even some right here in Lawrence if you look hard enough.

sophie:
hi there. i second what ragesong had to say. there are some smart folks in lawrence. what do you like to do in lawrence? i just moved here from san francisco, california, and i am still learning the good stuff.


It's said that Alexander the Great sat down and cried after he had conquered the known empire. What if the known empire was a cat instead?
I'm a selfish bastard.
I watched my cat dying of tumors, go into seizures, and botch her attempts at walking; unable to care for herself; incapable of moving more than a few feet.
I thought that I could give...
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I'm a selfish bastard.
I watched my cat dying of tumors, go into seizures, and botch her attempts at walking; unable to care for herself; incapable of moving more than a few feet.
I thought that I could give...
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scylla:
You brought this up a long time in the lit group, but re culture jam -- it had this weird affect on me. It's always on my mind, yet I feel completely ineffective. It's sunk its hooks into me but I don't think I'm doing anything I should be. I think that book sent me into a weird awareness stasis.
I'm sorry about your cat. I hope you're doing well.
I'm sorry about your cat. I hope you're doing well.
rubbersoul:
I hear that Kitty Heaven is a cool place. I'm sure the cat is happier now. You did the right thing.
Fell off the face of the planet.
I found out my cat has tumors, and she's so thin and frail that I'm goingto have to put her to sleep. I didn't thinkI was really sad about it until I picked her up one night and started crying because she's so thin. And stupid. I love my partially retarded cat!
Her name is Sissy-boo. She was...
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I found out my cat has tumors, and she's so thin and frail that I'm goingto have to put her to sleep. I didn't thinkI was really sad about it until I picked her up one night and started crying because she's so thin. And stupid. I love my partially retarded cat!

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missprint:
Awww I'm sad for your cat : (
The tumor can't be removed? You have money for medical bills.
I rock more then most.
The tumor can't be removed? You have money for medical bills.
I rock more then most.
nattle:
Sorry to hear about your cat. I want to get out of KS too...
Hey, at least you're in Lawrence...
And yes, green hair is excellent
I'm glad you agree.
Hey, at least you're in Lawrence...
And yes, green hair is excellent

DEGENERATES! All of them! Man, I've been had by those teenaged boys once again...
Alack and alas!
You know, it's hardly worth wating the fifteen seconds on the webcams with the chatrooms. Nobody masturbates on there. It sucks. I want group action, DAMNIT! NOW!
Now that I've gotten that out of my system, I feel slightly better. Skipped the old man's on father's day. Feel...
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Alack and alas!
You know, it's hardly worth wating the fifteen seconds on the webcams with the chatrooms. Nobody masturbates on there. It sucks. I want group action, DAMNIT! NOW!
Now that I've gotten that out of my system, I feel slightly better. Skipped the old man's on father's day. Feel...
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Ok, everybody, here we go:
I played all day, yesterday.
I had a great time. I played pool, video-games, my acoustic guitar, but the best part of the day had to have been playing music with Pat and Joe, two very good friends of mine. Joe played drums, I played guitar, and Pat played bass guitar.
I can't explain the experience, but I'll take a...
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I played all day, yesterday.

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I fucking posted like crazy.
I bet I've hit 80 to 100 now!
I'm fucking proud.
Weird shit is occurring at the Boys' home. I can't really talk about it, but it's messing with me, right now, because I've got deep dark secrets in my past, which relate to theirs. I think that the Boys Home also attempts to coerce sexuality towards heterosexuality, but that's...
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I bet I've hit 80 to 100 now!

Weird shit is occurring at the Boys' home. I can't really talk about it, but it's messing with me, right now, because I've got deep dark secrets in my past, which relate to theirs. I think that the Boys Home also attempts to coerce sexuality towards heterosexuality, but that's...
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suburbanslave:
I wanna see a pic of this table when u are done with it.....I have a table that I want to do something mosaic on it but Im not artistic at all, so I cant pick out a design - if u have any cool ideas, let me know!!!
Oh, what are u going to skool for??

Oh, what are u going to skool for??

kikka:
ehm.
thank you! i hope i didn't make you cry 'fo real'.
yeah i've read konwicki and also saw his movies. did you like "minor apocalypse"?
that question about poland would be a tad..lond? and what could i possibly say? communism sucks, believe it or not
boy am i spolied now that there is no communism around!
you have a nice journal, i'll be checking it , and congrats for the comments, boy oh boy
thank you! i hope i didn't make you cry 'fo real'.
yeah i've read konwicki and also saw his movies. did you like "minor apocalypse"?
that question about poland would be a tad..lond? and what could i possibly say? communism sucks, believe it or not

boy am i spolied now that there is no communism around!
you have a nice journal, i'll be checking it , and congrats for the comments, boy oh boy

Hi,
You wouldn't believe the fucking insanity that goes along with working in a boys home. WHEW!
Lemme tell ya. I can't name name, but this is some funny and touching stuff. For instance, one kid told me that he couldn't use the internet because he "has a problem with porn." That was probably the sweetest thing I've ever heard one of them admit so...
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You wouldn't believe the fucking insanity that goes along with working in a boys home. WHEW!

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jivesucka52:
What's up dude. Great update. Some people think that kids abusing porn leads to sexual frustration and wanting to rape people. Next thing they're going to outlaw is jerking off. Fuck that. You're right. That's what being a kid is all about. Exploring and being a bit devious. I worked in a group home for scitzophrenic adults and I loved it. They are fucked up but so much fun...You need to get to these boys before they end up like the ones that I saw. Good luck with all your jobs...
I saw your post to my bi-curious enquiry-Want to Fuck?? Hahahahaha... Later Mang.
I saw your post to my bi-curious enquiry-Want to Fuck?? Hahahahaha... Later Mang.
OK,
I haven't gotten much sleep lately, and it's predominantly work-related. Three jobs is enough to kill the average human. I am definitely the average human.
This Phil-thing is bizarre.
I think he really likes me as a person. He's paying me 10/hr, which is big in KS, and took me out to his little(very tiny) lake-area, and told me that I could come out...
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I haven't gotten much sleep lately, and it's predominantly work-related. Three jobs is enough to kill the average human. I am definitely the average human.

This Phil-thing is bizarre.

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thursday:
re: siren of this digital sea. *tee hee* 
