decayingyouth

The other night I had a long conversion with a good friend and this conversion forced to me think. I hate thinking against my own will, it seems so unneeded. I started thinking about all of my past relationships and I was wondering if I was the best boyfriend that I could have been. Did I treat my Ex-girlfriends with the respect that they deserved. I know Ive done some not so nice things in my past. I know that Ive treated some very special and amazing ladies badly. I just hope they forgive me. I always try to do what I think is for the best, but what does thinking have to do with matters of the heart. I think one of my biggest issues is that I think entirely too much about thing.
Anyway that was enough of my ranting about nothing, Im sorry for someone that choose to read it. I had a good day. I didnt do much, I mostly stayed in and watched the snow. I just wish that for a single moment I could recapture that childhood joy of playing in the snow. I had to mail some stuff out today and the post office was crazy, it was interesting to watch the other people. There was good amount of people that kept trying to cut in line. I thought that was damn funny. I thought cutting in lines was someone that only children did. I have a sewing date tomorrow, that should be fun.