deathtoyourmom

i'm no longer allowing myself to smoke.

i've finally come to the realization that adrenaline blockers and nicotine don't mix; i've been feeling sick and exhausted for the past year.

so no more. das it for now.

back in boston

got blown off by the boi

watched a depressing french film

went back to chainsmoking

time passes way too fast.

i miss my slo feng.

sometimes i wish i could live on the beach forever.

but then i'd never get anything done.

nights like these, sitting at the shore with pierre and ralph, looking up at stars and talking about how the spanish should have been right about the edge of the world.

i'm still finding grains of sand in between my toes.

a lovely night indeed.

i'm in miami!!!


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had the most wonderful night, went to see donnie darko the directors cut with slo. stayed up all night, was late to work, but i couldn't stop smiling. even when those fuckers at work made me build some magnetic prototypes (lots of cutting metal sheets with shears, folding edges over with pliers..not good for the sleep deprived).

tomorrow. oh, tomorrow. i can't wait to see...
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i got this email from my friend angel at risd. by far the best email and best idea for wrecking people's calm, routine existence:

BEGIN EMAIL:

below the beltway: 1-800-GETLOST

having already visited a pharmacy, a supermarket and a hardware store, i was beginning to despair of locating any more places to find products with 800 number
comsumer complaint lines. what a fool i was....
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y'know what really sucks? when you have a song stuck in your head, and you are searching for the cd and then you realize, "oh, i never got to get that back from my ex-fiancee three years ago...D'OH!!!"

y'know whats really good in this situation? limewire.

i was able to get all the good stuff that gavin still has, like a couple songs from roni...
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hanging with the good lord manwhore,listening to some fine metallica as played by the cello quartet Apocalyptica.

today was the biggest slack day ever. slo passed out in my room for 80% of the day; i ended up drawing in the lounge with zappah and bitzer.

many pilots rode 100 miles yesterday; we only rode 20 and felt mad exhausted. hooray for masochism and physical...
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so...

my flight got cancelled and i am stuck here in boston for another week. i'm rather depressed about this, as i've been looking forward to going back for a long time. looking forward to days spent dripping with salt water, playing monsters with my cousins, holding my grandma close.

hopefully i can go back next week. tomorrow, i am going to my boy's family's...
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yep.

flight got cancelled.

my parents are evacuating southbeach.

i am motherfucking depressed.

a full day of work...mad tired and hungry...

yesterday, slo and i went trash hunting around mission hill and allston. we found:

3 complete 10-speed bikes
1 aluminum frame
a huge box of pedals, cranks and seat posts
1 very comfy seat (taken from an exercise bike)
1 mad awesome stereo
1 electric pogo stick
1 box of fiber photo paper

and the best thing...
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