I love my job, no really, I do...
I just hate a lot of the assclowns I work with. Namely a big ugly one with a condescending stick up her ass. If you've ever worked with a person like this, you realize what a tragedy it is for them to be in a managerial position. I love it when my fellow co-workers and I bust...
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I just hate a lot of the assclowns I work with. Namely a big ugly one with a condescending stick up her ass. If you've ever worked with a person like this, you realize what a tragedy it is for them to be in a managerial position. I love it when my fellow co-workers and I bust...
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guitargeek:
Here, watch this.
evzilla:
You're my God damn angel. A day at work without you is a day I'd rather not have to work at all.
Fuck the Boot!
I got booted today. It's not enough that I feel like shooting myself in the face lately, or that I have $13 to last through Friday, but no, motherfuckin DC parking enforcement booted my ass. $505 later, I have my car. I HATE this fucking city. I hate being alone, but I can't be with anyone for fear of fucking up my...
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I got booted today. It's not enough that I feel like shooting myself in the face lately, or that I have $13 to last through Friday, but no, motherfuckin DC parking enforcement booted my ass. $505 later, I have my car. I HATE this fucking city. I hate being alone, but I can't be with anyone for fear of fucking up my...
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bluelight3:
My pickup got booted once, right in front of the DC courthouse on Indiana Av. It wasn't much fun either. I like to remember it as 'the big surprise'.
Stay calm. Don't let the 5% that is bad in your life overwhelm the 95% that is good.
My best to you.
Stay calm. Don't let the 5% that is bad in your life overwhelm the 95% that is good.
My best to you.
bepps:
I sure hope better things are happening to you now. 
sometimes life is so...hopeless. i'll say i'm happy, even smile as i wash down my pills. pills that do nothing. pills that cost too much to do nothing. i'm in a rut. my creativity is shot. i utter monosyllabic words 95% of the time. i look back at my actions and see nothing but damage. i look around and see everyone around me reaching out...
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snottlebocket:
why would you deserve it?
smellslikescifi:
I'll always believe in you, sweetheart. Miss you like a mofogator.
Thanks everyone for the words of encouragement and offers on meds.
A year ago today my dad passed, and I'm sleeping through it. If you try to call, and get my voicemail, I'm piss drunk and passed out. I'll resume normal communication once the day is done.
J
A year ago today my dad passed, and I'm sleeping through it. If you try to call, and get my voicemail, I'm piss drunk and passed out. I'll resume normal communication once the day is done.
J
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smellslikescifi:
Love you, baby.
fraktalp:
if you're in a dancin kind of mood here's a link to a new mixset i did. it's darker stuff:
http://www.sendspace.com/file/xqtvcw
http://www.sendspace.com/file/xqtvcw
Mental Health is a BITCH....
Yesterday was another fun filled day. I spent it in the emergency room at Suburban Hospital freaking out something fierce. I finally just lost my shit...entirely. I've been unmedicated for the past 2 months due to the trouble I had finding a doctor up here that could see me sooner than mid-July. So, I finally start calling around again yesterday...
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Yesterday was another fun filled day. I spent it in the emergency room at Suburban Hospital freaking out something fierce. I finally just lost my shit...entirely. I've been unmedicated for the past 2 months due to the trouble I had finding a doctor up here that could see me sooner than mid-July. So, I finally start calling around again yesterday...
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bepps:
Fuck dude that sucks big ol green hairy Yoda balls. Looks like your options are limited so maybe just be caaalllllm cooooooollll, breathe slow, and drink a bunch of water hehe. That's really the only suggestions I can give to help. Whatever you do please don't kill yourself. I'd at least like to hug and say hi and have a few drinks with one of the most awesome people on the planet before she goes bye bye.
yuriel:
fucking
retarded. ugh.
-eyeroll-
i hope you pull through and can find some way to work shit out before somethign really bad happens. i mean ugh.
-hugs tight-
yeah dont do anythign stupid.
we'd miss ya ya know?
retarded. ugh.
-eyeroll-
i hope you pull through and can find some way to work shit out before somethign really bad happens. i mean ugh.
-hugs tight-
yeah dont do anythign stupid.
we'd miss ya ya know?
On the move...again.
Perhaps not immediately, but I have decided DC is only for me for another year or so. I'm moving back to Boston as soon as I possibly can. I LOVE my job, and my co-workers, but jesus christ this town only offers so much. I lived in Cambridge briefly (4 months) and it was the happiest I've ever been. Plus, Angell Memorial...
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Perhaps not immediately, but I have decided DC is only for me for another year or so. I'm moving back to Boston as soon as I possibly can. I LOVE my job, and my co-workers, but jesus christ this town only offers so much. I lived in Cambridge briefly (4 months) and it was the happiest I've ever been. Plus, Angell Memorial...
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fraktalp:
update your shit beeatch!!! where are you? i need some milk!
deathtoforls:
duh
Krang Gang vs. Moo Cows
Yet another exciting weekend. How can one gal get so lucky?
For once I'm not being sarcastic, this makes something like 4 great weekends back to back. But I digress...
It started as a good idea and just kept progressing to become the greatest camping trip of all time. That's right bitches, I went camping. Had I any idea that...
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Yet another exciting weekend. How can one gal get so lucky?
For once I'm not being sarcastic, this makes something like 4 great weekends back to back. But I digress...
It started as a good idea and just kept progressing to become the greatest camping trip of all time. That's right bitches, I went camping. Had I any idea that...
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fraktalp:
spilledmilk the outdoors-woman? will wonders never cease????
theiconoclast:
my account is dead in a couple days, guess you'll have to actually answer your phone heh
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Burned alive
Just got back from Virginia Beach from a friends birthday party and I'm about as red as a lobster in certain areas. Yay skin cancer!
I love Virginia Beach. It's like a rowdy raucous Austin. In the course of a 7 hour period I had roughly 15 alcoholic drinks, may have had more, just can't remember. Danced my ass off at Peabody's and...
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Just got back from Virginia Beach from a friends birthday party and I'm about as red as a lobster in certain areas. Yay skin cancer!
I love Virginia Beach. It's like a rowdy raucous Austin. In the course of a 7 hour period I had roughly 15 alcoholic drinks, may have had more, just can't remember. Danced my ass off at Peabody's and...
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bepps:
So now you're FriedMilk? CrispyMilk? BoiledMilk? CurdledMilk? EvaporatedMilk?
Today I was at a secluded beach on an island just off the coast of Los Angeles thinking about how cool it would be to have a sexy girl like you nearby totally devoid of clothing. Oh and in other beppo news, I'm really crispy too.
Today I was at a secluded beach on an island just off the coast of Los Angeles thinking about how cool it would be to have a sexy girl like you nearby totally devoid of clothing. Oh and in other beppo news, I'm really crispy too.
smellslikescifi:
I miss you, baby! 
TexMex should stay in Texas
WOW. Where to begin.
Finally made it down to Austin for a whole week and got damn near nothing accomplished other than hanging out with friends and family. It was akin to a mini vacation, complete with stress and good times. I saw some very Texas-esque places, like The Meat Bakery right across from a Chicken Buffet. Leads one to...
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WOW. Where to begin.
Finally made it down to Austin for a whole week and got damn near nothing accomplished other than hanging out with friends and family. It was akin to a mini vacation, complete with stress and good times. I saw some very Texas-esque places, like The Meat Bakery right across from a Chicken Buffet. Leads one to...
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menotyou:
"We" take our meat seriously?
I'm gonna take a wild guess that you say "Y'all" instead of "You's Guys".
I'm gonna take a wild guess that you say "Y'all" instead of "You's Guys".
yuriel:
hijinx hijinx mi'lady
hehe
<3
i'm well
you're well too i hope!
hehe
<3
i'm well
you're well too i hope!
someday I'll make sense
from these rivers that flow so violently
with no beginning and no end
I will do, everything I desire
and walk paths without the fortune teller
that keeps me safe beneath the covers
someday I will savor the day rather than rush it away
from fear and insecurity
and someday will bring certainty
from these rivers that flow so violently
with no beginning and no end
I will do, everything I desire
and walk paths without the fortune teller
that keeps me safe beneath the covers
someday I will savor the day rather than rush it away
from fear and insecurity
and someday will bring certainty
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theiconoclast:
someday does not come, someday is created, someday is any day
will you stand fast or will you hide
time will tell
will you stand fast or will you hide
time will tell
fraktalp:
how'd the move go?
I still have a job. FUCK YEAH!
I should be sleeping.
What the hell should you be doing?
oh yes, and I finally learned how to "backup" my dvd collection. fucking exponentially rad. literally
I should be sleeping.
What the hell should you be doing?
oh yes, and I finally learned how to "backup" my dvd collection. fucking exponentially rad. literally
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bepps:
WOOHOO!
I should be sleeping. Thankfully soon I will be. Trust me dude it works. When I heard about that I took my PC and put it in the garage (next to my room) and have the keyboard n mouse and monitor cables coming through the wall. Before I did that my sleep schedule was getting way out of hand waking up at like 3pm. I had pretty much a full corperate network in here with the routers, modems, hubs, server, and a few workstations and laptops. I took all that out, the cordless phone out, and everything electronic and almost immidiately my sleep schedule started to come right back to where it should be. I even bought a big ass thing of aluminum foil at sams club. I was gonna paint the walls (they're pretty dirty and need painting anyhow) and with the wet paint put the aluminum foil up on the walls then paint over that. I was gonna leave the celing not covered of course so that the sun could still beam all it's stuff through and do it's job. Its kindo taking things to the extreme and is a bit rediculous, but I figured it was only like $10 worth of foil and it wouldn't hurt and maybe it might make a difference. I haven't done it yet. Maybe someday I'll get around to it but it's not like a really big objective. The main thing was to get all the radio things as far away from where I sleep as possible and that made a huge difference.
I should be sleeping. Thankfully soon I will be. Trust me dude it works. When I heard about that I took my PC and put it in the garage (next to my room) and have the keyboard n mouse and monitor cables coming through the wall. Before I did that my sleep schedule was getting way out of hand waking up at like 3pm. I had pretty much a full corperate network in here with the routers, modems, hubs, server, and a few workstations and laptops. I took all that out, the cordless phone out, and everything electronic and almost immidiately my sleep schedule started to come right back to where it should be. I even bought a big ass thing of aluminum foil at sams club. I was gonna paint the walls (they're pretty dirty and need painting anyhow) and with the wet paint put the aluminum foil up on the walls then paint over that. I was gonna leave the celing not covered of course so that the sun could still beam all it's stuff through and do it's job. Its kindo taking things to the extreme and is a bit rediculous, but I figured it was only like $10 worth of foil and it wouldn't hurt and maybe it might make a difference. I haven't done it yet. Maybe someday I'll get around to it but it's not like a really big objective. The main thing was to get all the radio things as far away from where I sleep as possible and that made a huge difference.
pinkisux:
horay for a job! thanks for the hair comment
sorry bout the what makes me sad thing, its a long story that i won't get into, but its something i have seen of something close to me and it seriously makes me sad. but there are things that make me happy so its all good
sorry bout the what makes me sad thing, its a long story that i won't get into, but its something i have seen of something close to me and it seriously makes me sad. but there are things that make me happy so its all good